Quotes added on Thursday, October 11 2012

Nite nite wittians !!!!
I always keep my feelings locked up inside, because i know no one truely cares enough to listen. Today during English, i thought about if i went home and comitted suicide..how would it affect everyone i know? The answer to that, is it wouldn't. No one listens to me, no one likes me. It's all just an act. I try to talk about my problems to my so called "bestfriend" but everytime i do try, the conversation ALWAYS ends up about her, and i think it's funny how she's ALWAYS complainning on how no one is ever there for her. That's not true! she tells me everything that happens, he// i probably know more about her life and what happens in it more than she does! I was looking at my wrists today as well. I remember all of the late nights sitting in my room doing you know what. That's when the thought occured to me, i know where my sister keeps the pills she used for something that happened to her. I've certinally thought of comitting suicide before, i havn't told ANYONE. I don't think anyone knows i cut, or that i started to go in my bathroom upstairs and throw up everything i ate that day yesterday. I wish i could just makeup a bestfriend that i'd never get irratated at, one who'd always be there for me, like all of the things i like, have all the same beliefs i have and one who will give me the best advice in the world!. See the three friends i do have that i can somehow relate to, they can tell when somethings up because i usually put on a fake smile that they can't see through so i look happy all of the time. But as usual i make up an excuse why i'm not talking or laughing at something.  I'm so fed up with everything lately. This boy i know thinks he has it so bad and that his house is an complete he// hole. He just doesn't know my story. He doens't know what happens at my house.I'm glad for that too.
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sorry guys. i really needed to vent, today has been an hectic day for me. I've really been having a hard time lately. I cried today during English but as usual everyone ignored me. I'm just so sick and tired of it.
And now it's over.
I'm sorry I wasn't right for you.

I still love you, and just might always will.
"Take Those Voices In Your Head,
Make Them Like You Instead"
~P!nk♥
Confession #13:
I feel like I always go after the guys I know will never be interested in me. And yet, I still chase after them, even after all of the heartbreak.
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She said she wanted to get high, so he took her to the tallest hill in town.
 
She said she wanted to stay up all night & drink, so he gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated soda and said "Drink Up."
 
She said she wanted to shoot herself in the face, so he gave her a water gun and let her pull the trigger.
 
She said she wanted to cut herself, so he took a Polaroid picture of her face and let her cut it up.
 
She said she wanted to cry herself to sleep, so he had her watch a sad and romantic movie before bed.
 
She said that she wanted to be alone, so he gave her a name tag that said "Hello,my name is Alone."
 
She said that she wanted someone to be there to take care of her, so he asked when he wasn't <3
 
 
 

 
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Its Not That I'm Scared To Die. . .
But I Wanna Know What Happens Tomorrow XD
//////When It was just a dream/////////
[Just a moment ago]
I was up so high
looking down at the sky

Don't let me fall
 
Im reading this story and my favorite part so far is when the girls 10 year old little brother says "AW, is ickle Ellie-belly in luuurve?"  
my little brother is 10 so i read it in his voice and it made me laugh out loud
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