Quotes added on Tuesday, October 23 2012

i just want to die ok? ok.

soMetiMes
I lay awake at night and rethink my life
wondering what it could've been

if i could have been the girl

that everyone wanted to be with


the popular girl

or the girl every guy wants to call his


or even the girl that's simply happy with herself
and is content with every flaw


admit it, you've wondered too.

 




I am lucky just to be a potential,
 but I will always make a mess of that.


 
Food is disgusting and i wont stop until i'm dead.
Blood is pretty, thats why i've always liked red.
But all you ever fuucking do is mess with my god damned head,
&you went against everything you said.


IF I LAY HERE

...if I just
lay here...


would you  lie with me and
just forget
the world?

NMF




I'll tell you I'm a god/amn peice of work.

 
The worst part is when your crying you can't breathe properly and you feel your heart breaking, but no that's not the worst. No the worst is when you fall into your thoughts and loose yourself to the point where you would do anything to escape your own mind.
 So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you; thats the wrong thing to do.
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you; thats the wrong thing to do.
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you; thats the wrong thing to do. 

Because you'll say you love me,
and i'll end up lying,
saying I love you too.
I know nobody will read this but...
I figured I'd just put myself out there. I hope someone can relate to this.
I hope somebody reads this whole thing and says "yeah, I feel that way too..." 
I'm not expecting notes on this and I'm definately not complaining. 
I've always hated when people complain on quote for attention. So I won't. 

Here's how it goes...

I live a completely "normal life."
I grew up and nothing really traumatic happened. I mean, I don't remember
my parents ever being together; they split up when I was little. There was no
huge 'divorce' or anything dramatic. And sure there were those patches or
periods of times where you could say, "wow that really sucks..." 
Who doesn't have some times where their life just... sucks...? 

But this quote isn't about my past. 

It's about my present and my future. 

I'm not bullied. I'm not depressed. I have a handful of great friends. I've lost a 
lot of people, but I'm still standing tall on my feet.... I'm happy for the most part. 

But if I had to think of one word to describe how I'm feeling lately...

it'd be 'uninspired.' 

I can't find anything I'm passionate about. 

I mean, for example. If you were to ask one of my friends what their passion is ... they might answer with dancing, acting, singing, writing, sports ect. 

But me... I have no idea. If you ask me where I see myself in 10 or even 5 years, my reply would be a nonchalant shrug.
Sure, I want to be successful... happy.
I want to be happy. .... 

There really is no point to this quote... I just thought I'd put myself out there and see if anyone understands how I'm quite feelin right now.... if you ever need to talk about something, anything, just comment on my page.
We can be email buddies or something....

What's your passion? Is anyone feeling a bit.... uninspired.. like me? 

-lindsey xx 
if you read this. Thank you. So much. x 

 

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