Quotes added on Tuesday, October 23 2012

"I don’t like it when something or someone turns out to be different than what you originally thought. Like when you’re shopping and you find a really cute dress, only to realize it’s actually a strange jumpsuit situation."

- Taylor Swift.



 

My Best Friends Little Brother
chapter seventeen
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Elise was my next target. Her and Misty were boht going to be tough and I had to go about this the right way, but I figured it would be easier to win her over before Misty. The only class me and Elise hd together alone was honors government. I sat right behind her but she'd been ignoring me since the big reveal. But today I had a plan to get her to talk to me. She was there before me so as I went by I casually dropped a note on her desk. She looked at me as if I just threw a foreign object at her but she unfolded it and started reading. Then she grabbed a pen and started writing. 
Good sign. 
Clearly she had a lot to say becuase all I had written was I'm so so so sorry but think about how I feel that I'm not going to college my three best friends and the fact they couldn't be happy for me or want be to happy for that matter. That's at least what it felt like. and I am willing to answer any questions you have for me? That's if you choose to respond.Getting caught up in my own thoughts I hadn't even realized she thrown the note back on my desk. I unfolded it.
Umm why didn't you tell anyone? How long have you been seeing Dan? Why didn't our opinion matter? When did you know about soccer? Don't you trust us?
I immediately started writing.
I didn't tell anyone about Loyola because I was ashamed I felt like crap because I didn't get into the school all my friends were going to. Can you imagine how that felt? I felt like you guys would feel I screwed up all our future plans because I didn't get in. It was really hard to deal with. I've been seeing Dan since October when I first asked him on a date. And the reason I didn't listen to your opinions is because I was happy and shouldn't you guys want me to be happy? Would you guys really rather have me be miserable and not with Dan or happy and with him? I didn't find out about soccer until after my rejection from Loyola. And this has nothing to do with trusting you guys because I do, and no that doesn't make sense with the secrets I've been keeping, but sometimes you have to keep secrets to prevent hurting those you care about most.
I slipped the note back to her and waited. I was hoping to god she would be a little easier to crack
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OHMYGOD A.J. we are truly horrible people. We should of thought of how you felt and all we thought about is ourselves. Im so sorry. You do deserve to be happy, and if Dan makes you happy thats all that matters. I feel like such a bad friend and it does suck you won't be with us next year but your gonna be beast on that soccer field. Please be my friend again.

Its okay. and your not horrible you guys just weren't thinking entirely. And I want all of us to be friends again

I'm telling you this A.J. its gonna take a lot more to win Misty over than a note.

feedback? and im already beginning to work on my next story but I need help picking the boy name I've recieved on response. But if you could tell me which name you like best between Brent, Derrick and Evan. It would really help me out.

if only this all never happened.
i wonder what my life would be like.
if i had never been depressed.
if i had never made that first cut.
if i had never tried to commit suicide that first time,
if i had never heard that first voice.
if i had never met any of you.
if i had never smoked weed.

i wonder.

Just the other day she was a little girl,
taking over the world with her smile.
But just the other day I saw that girl
sticking her tongue down her throat,
for a boy who didn't give a damn.

I HATE FIGHTING WITH THE 
ONE PERSON I WANT TO TALK 
WITH THE MOST :(

When girls play the role of "doing drugs" when they've smoked pot a couple times .
Do half the things i've done and then get back to me and see if your mind has changed.