Quotes added on Saturday, November 10 2012
ALPHABET OF
ME
[a]vailable: Nopeeee.
[b]irthday: July 8 :D
[c]rush: No one.
[d]rink you last had: Water.
[e]asiest person to talk to: Mommy.
[f]avorite genre of music: Pop.
[g]ummy bears or gummy worms: Both ;D
[h]ad your first kiss: Haha no.
[i]nstrument: Violin?
[j]uice: Apple juice?
[k]illed someone: Yes. In a video game (;
[l]ongest trip: Going to Canada by car.
[m]ilkshake flavor: Strawberry.
[n]umber of siblings: 1
[o]ne wish: To live a happy, healthy life with fortune.
[p]erson who holds the best memories with you: Friends
[q]uiet or loud: Quiet.
[r]easons to smile: Life? Idk.
[s]ong: My Heart Is.
[t]ime you woke up: 7 AM
[u]mbrella: ... Yes?
[v]egetable: Wtf. Um. Bok Choy is yummy.
[w]arm at the moment: Hell naw. It's cold. Craycray weatherrrr though.
[x]-rays you've had: Yeah I had plenty. but on the same area.
[y]our favorite animal: Pigs ^___^
[z]odiac sign: Cancer ._.
Taken fromThatOneGirl_brokenhearted (:
[b]irthday: July 8 :D
[c]rush: No one.
[d]rink you last had: Water.
[e]asiest person to talk to: Mommy.
[f]avorite genre of music: Pop.
[g]ummy bears or gummy worms: Both ;D
[h]ad your first kiss: Haha no.
[i]nstrument: Violin?
[j]uice: Apple juice?
[k]illed someone: Yes. In a video game (;
[l]ongest trip: Going to Canada by car.
[m]ilkshake flavor: Strawberry.
[n]umber of siblings: 1
[o]ne wish: To live a happy, healthy life with fortune.
[p]erson who holds the best memories with you: Friends
[q]uiet or loud: Quiet.
[r]easons to smile: Life? Idk.
[s]ong: My Heart Is.
[t]ime you woke up: 7 AM
[u]mbrella: ... Yes?
[v]egetable: Wtf. Um. Bok Choy is yummy.
[w]arm at the moment: Hell naw. It's cold. Craycray weatherrrr though.
[x]-rays you've had: Yeah I had plenty. but on the same area.
[y]our favorite animal: Pigs ^___^
[z]odiac sign: Cancer ._.
Taken fromThatOneGirl_brokenhearted (:
Baby it
don't matter I've been drinking do
whatever
One in a Million
*Chapter One Hundred & Fifty; Part One*
Amber's POV:
"Goodbye!" I
waved to Louis and
Eleanor as the drove
away in the cold, dark
night. My hand slowly
pressed the front door
shut and when I turned
around, both Niall and
Lilli were staring at
me like they were
waiting for an
explaination. "I
think it's passed
your bedtime, Little
Lady."
"Oh please let me stay up, Momma! You, Daddy, and I can watch a movie together! Like old times? Pretty, pretty please!" She held her hands together and slapped on a pair of puppy dog eyes, trying to persuade me.
I just shook my head with a firm no. "You have to get your rest if you think you're going to the amusment park tomorrow with Mickey and Isabella." It had just hit me that my six year old had a more developed social life than I had at sixteen.
With a loud sigh and a slight roll of her eyes, I got her to follow me to her bedroom. She changed into her pajamas while I laid in her tiny bed and kept an eye on her. I was starting to pick out things she did like me and Niall. For example, she ate her dinner like Niall, but she crawled into bed and settle in for the night just like me. The covers crowded up around her neck as she laid next to me.
"Where's Miracle?" Her blue eyes stared into mine and melted my heart, like they did everytime I looked at her.
"She's with her Daddy until Monday evening, Angel. She went with Liam to visit Gran and Granpa Payne." I stroked her hair out of her twisted face. How was I expecting a child to understand this? I felt like such a tramp explaining this to her; how her and her sister had two completely different families.
We went through our nightly routine afterwards; I sang a song of her choice with her and then we cuddled until she was fast asleep. I shut the door to her bedroom and waltzed quietly back out to the living room where Niall was watching, yet another, football game.
"Hey, is she sleeping?" He quietly shut it off and stood up at the sight of me leaning against the wall. I nodded in a casual way, staring at his face admirring how the low light of the lamps played on his face. Every little detail of his features were standing out and it was amazing to see him like that again. "Is everything alright?"
"What were you doing earlier?" He shot me a confused look as he came to stand dangerously close to my face. "You were rubbing my leg. Why?"
"I just wanted to. I just thought I'd, uh," In the dim light, I could see his eyes focus in on my lips as he licked his. His bottom and top lips parted in such an unexplainable way, making me want him again. As he started to lean in, I turned and walked towards the kitchen.
"I can't do that, Niall. At least not yet, anyway." I stood in front of the sink and stared at the dirty tupperware in it; I had some cleaning up to do tomorrow. The only sounds disrupting the autumn night was the faint hum of the refridgeorator and the tick of the clock, hanging in the hall. I heard Niall's chest rising and falling from behind me; I heard it get closer and closer and felt butterflies arise in my stomach.
"Oh please let me stay up, Momma! You, Daddy, and I can watch a movie together! Like old times? Pretty, pretty please!" She held her hands together and slapped on a pair of puppy dog eyes, trying to persuade me.
I just shook my head with a firm no. "You have to get your rest if you think you're going to the amusment park tomorrow with Mickey and Isabella." It had just hit me that my six year old had a more developed social life than I had at sixteen.
With a loud sigh and a slight roll of her eyes, I got her to follow me to her bedroom. She changed into her pajamas while I laid in her tiny bed and kept an eye on her. I was starting to pick out things she did like me and Niall. For example, she ate her dinner like Niall, but she crawled into bed and settle in for the night just like me. The covers crowded up around her neck as she laid next to me.
"Where's Miracle?" Her blue eyes stared into mine and melted my heart, like they did everytime I looked at her.
"She's with her Daddy until Monday evening, Angel. She went with Liam to visit Gran and Granpa Payne." I stroked her hair out of her twisted face. How was I expecting a child to understand this? I felt like such a tramp explaining this to her; how her and her sister had two completely different families.
We went through our nightly routine afterwards; I sang a song of her choice with her and then we cuddled until she was fast asleep. I shut the door to her bedroom and waltzed quietly back out to the living room where Niall was watching, yet another, football game.
"Hey, is she sleeping?" He quietly shut it off and stood up at the sight of me leaning against the wall. I nodded in a casual way, staring at his face admirring how the low light of the lamps played on his face. Every little detail of his features were standing out and it was amazing to see him like that again. "Is everything alright?"
"What were you doing earlier?" He shot me a confused look as he came to stand dangerously close to my face. "You were rubbing my leg. Why?"
"I just wanted to. I just thought I'd, uh," In the dim light, I could see his eyes focus in on my lips as he licked his. His bottom and top lips parted in such an unexplainable way, making me want him again. As he started to lean in, I turned and walked towards the kitchen.
"I can't do that, Niall. At least not yet, anyway." I stood in front of the sink and stared at the dirty tupperware in it; I had some cleaning up to do tomorrow. The only sounds disrupting the autumn night was the faint hum of the refridgeorator and the tick of the clock, hanging in the hall. I heard Niall's chest rising and falling from behind me; I heard it get closer and closer and felt butterflies arise in my stomach.
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Sandrasaurus
i'm alot cooler
on the internet
No no.
Its fine
I'm not that important anyways
Its fine
I'm not that important anyways
I used to think
I was better alone. Why did i ever let you go?
Rock Me
-One Direction-
Rock Me
-One Direction-
I have no one i can talk to.
I trust no one.
I trust no one.
does me wanting to f/ck you make
this awkward ?
this awkward ?
