Quotes added on Thursday, November 15 2012


Today I was venting to someone that I thought was one of my best friends. I was talking to her about how it's super awkward that everyone keeps asking me if me and HIM are going out, even his ex-girlfriend asked. Then she said, "I wish people would stop asking you that." Then I said, "I know me too," then she cut me off by saying, "I mean, it's NEVER going to happen. Everyone can see that, so why do people keep asking?" It stopped me cold, I had no idea how to respond. 1. Why would she say that? She's supposed to be my friend and 2. EVERYONE else thinks we are going out/we should/we will...so apparently she's the only one that thinks it will "NEVER happen" 
 
I cant help but to look back and think of all the good times. There's one time in perticular that I can say I was the happiest I have ever been and I think I ever will be. It was when you said "yes". I only knew you for about two hours and I remeber trying to act cool lol. But you saw threw me like an open window. I want to tell you I have lied to you and I want to die because I can't believe I could ever lie to someone who loved me so much and wanted me to be so great. You could tell when I was lying and when I was sad even if I tried my hardest to hold it in you never let me. You used that cute voice and amazing smile to charm me. You say to yourself can I trust him. Well before you couldn't that was the old me that didn't care what happened I was so high I couldnt see straight. But I have been sober for a week now a d that's why I've been sick and tired. The only thing that has changed is I'm really me and I'm going to stay like this forever no matter what happens I'm sorry Bella but I lied to you and I can never forgive myself for that and all I can think about is the feelin I got when you sent me those words and the feeling of someone reaching in and grabbing my heart and squeezing it. I became heavily addicted to alcohol and I'm two weeks sober for that. All i did was drink till I forgot about you but I couldn't and I'm never going to lie again I haven't and I never will. Oh and you the first person I could say I love you to. I couldn't even say it to my own grandmother on her birthday. All I mean I say is sorry i love you and sorry that I do love you I keep making your life more complicated and I'm sorry. Wow this is really long if you read this far then tell me you did so I know. Just text me two words PURPLE ELEPHANT. It makes no sense but hey that's me. Love ya ;)

NEW CHAPTER OF
She Changed Me
http://www.wattpad.com/8951927-she-changed-me-harry-styles-fanfic-private-caller
HARRY STYLES IS JUST ROAMING AROUND THE EAST COAST.
CAN I LIKE SKIP SCHOOL TO TRY AND FIND HIM?
WHO'S WITH ME?!
I still get butterflies even though I've
seen you a hundred times 

 

Super White Girl Problems #1345
Getting told to shut
up, even when you didn't
say anything.

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And he's got a smile that could light up this whole town ♥

"ღ"ʀʏʜɪɴɢ ʏ ɪs ɢɪ..""
i truly love you with all my heart! <3 :*
May Ningeongan
:)
Depression is like drowning, except you can see everyone around you breathing.
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