Quotes added on Friday, November 16 2012

reason's why i'm still single:
✔ can't date the internet.
✔ can't date my favorite celebrity.
✔ can't date witty.
✔ can't date myself.
 can't date music.









i dont know.


This quote does not exist.
Skip one, two, three or four.
You don't need to eat, not anymore.
Your thighs need a gap,
your arms need to be thin,
Maybe you'll love yourself then.
You need that flat stomach,
You need that slim face,
Come on little fat girl, pick up the pace. 

 
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saving this.


 





& i hope to escape from this life
I wish I never knew ..


 

Are you ready for very personal questions? Yupp
If you will die tomorrow, who are you going to kiss today? Anastacio :)
If you could decide what gender your unborn child is what would you choose? Boy
Does the person you like, like you back? Lol no
Would you rather live a long life and be happy or be wealthy and die younger? Long life
If there are 20 guns infront of you and only 1 of them is loaded and if you can put 3 of them to your head and take the risk would you if the prize happened to be 1,000,000 dollars? Maybe
Describe the person you likes personality in DETAIL:Cute, Crazy, Nice, Amazing, Outgoing, Good singer and actor and dancer
What was your best expierence on drugs or aclohol? Drugs..it was a rush
how do you feel: Ecstatic :)
Have you ever attempted suicide? Why? Yeah, my life is worthless
If yes describe how: hanging, car crash, cutting, ODing, jumping off a bridge
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Actually yes
If you were to die in a month would you tell the person you have feelings for that you have feelings for them? He|| yeah
What is the first thing you wash in the shower? Body
Tell me 5 things about yourself:
I hate myself, I hate the world, I hate school, I love music, and I love being alone
Describe the person you likes physical features in DETAIL: Curly brown hair, tall, good hugger, wears glasses
What do you think/know a BJ/eaten out of feels like? Good??
Who do you admire? As in fancy? Anastacio
What is on your mind right now? Anastacio
You get 3 wishes. 1 is for a person. 2 is for a anything about yourself to happen or change. And 3 is any object can be yours. What do you wish for? Anastacio, stop cutting, iPhone 5
Would you keep your last name after getting married? Kinda depends
Do you cry easily? No
Do you self-harm? Yupp
If you could have the guy you have feelings for now or your celebrity crush? Feelings for
How bad do you think blowing up hurts? Say what?
Should you stay in a relationship if you fight a lot? Depends
What will you never understand? Life
What is a sound you hate? Nothing
Sound you hate?um same question? ^^
Are you happy with who you have become? Nope
Last person you danced with? Armondo
Last person you SLOW danced with? Anastacio, it was a dare
Who did you last genuinly hug? Anastacio
Do you believe in fairytales?na
Do you believe in nightmares?yeah
Who was the last person who made you laugh SO hard you were crying? Alondra
Are you good at math?LOL NO
Who did you almost kiss? As in who was the last person who had their faces close to you, ect? Armondo
Do you bite your nails? nope
Would you ever kill someone? maybe.
Do you think you have mental issues? yes
Are you a narcissistic person? Huh?
Do you believe in love? yes(:
Did you answer these question truthfully and correrctly? Yupp
Never Be the Same
Chapter 26: Kendra's POV

"What flavor cake?" I asked Jamie, holding up a box of Devil's Food mix and Yellow cake mix.
She tapped her chin, pointing at the Devil's Food mix.
"Use vanilla icing for it, also." she added with a grin.
I nodded, opening up the fridge for the ingredients I needed, then kicking the door shut, nearly knocking into Jamie as she finished blowing up birthday balloons.
"Are you sure you don't want me to tell the guys to come and help now?" Jamie asked, and I shook my head.
"If they come now, then so will Sam. And truthfully, I don't even want him coming." I stubbornly said.
Jamie rolled her eyes at me, sighing.
"Kendra, it's yours and his daughter's birthday today, just leave it for a day." she suggested, hopeful.
I shrugged, contemplating it as I poured the cake mix into the bowl.
"You've been ignoring him for over three months, it's unfair to him and Alana." Jamie continued.
Dana, who was walking in the same time that Jamie spoke, nodded.
"If you're talking about Sam, I agree. You gave me another chance, he deserves one too." she agreed.
I sighed, slouching into one of the barstools, "But you're my best friend, it's different."
"So?" Dana replied, quickly, "He loves you, and you love him." she shrugged.
Jamie and Dana both swiped a bit of cake batter from the bowl.
"You two are suppose to end up happily ever after." Jamie daydreamed as the doorbell rang.
I rolled my eyes to them as I lifted Alana off the floor as she struggled to stand.
I jogged over to the front door, expecting my aunt to be here early like she had planned to.
"Sam?" I asked, confused on why he was here three hours early.
He grinned widely as Alana squealed and held her arms out to him.
"Happy birthday, Princess!" he smiled as he kissed her forehead.
I bit my lip, and moved to the side, deciding it'd be much easier just allowing him inside.
As Sam trailed behind me into the kitchen, Jamie and Dana each gave me weird looks.
I widened my eyes, slightly shrugging my shoulders.
"Kendra," I heard him say, and I spun around quickly.
He placed Alana into the highchair that was positioned at the kitchen table.
"Can we talk, please?" he practically pleaded.
I felt all eyes on me as I ignored him momentarily to fill up cake pans with the batter.
I took my time making sure everything was perfectly even before placing them into the oven and turning a timer on.
I leaned against the counter, crossing my arms over my chest.
"Talk." I demanded him.
Sam sighed with the slightest bit of frustration as he scratched his head.
"I meant alone, maybe outside?" he suggested.
I stayed still as he opened up the glass sliding door in the kitchen that led to the backyard, before reluctantly following.
What exactly was the worst that could happen?

"Look, Kendra, I'm sorry for what happened, okay?" he began, and I sighed, hearing it before.
"I don't know what came over me. I just, I loved you, I mean, I still do, but I was still unsure you felt the same way, even though I knew you did." he continued, as I stood there emotionless.
There was no way I'd take Sam back after he pulled that stunt.
"That still doesn't make it okay," I stated, before closing my mouth once again.
Sam sighed, leaning against the outdoor table.
"I know, it doesn't. It really just sucks because I'd do anything to take back that. I miss Alana obviously, but I miss you especially." he replied, standing up straighter.
I crossed my arms, and looked to my right at my neighbors yard, where they looked like they were setting up for some big party.
I looked up at the storm cloud, extremely happy I decided to keep it inside, and the amount of people to a minimum.
"I really don't understand what exactly that's suppose to make me do, Sam." I snapped, annoyed.
It didn't matter that he was apologizing, he completely deserved to do that. 
But there was still no way I'd just take him back in a snap. He had to earn another chance, no matter how much I cared about him.
"Well, you could at least let me know how I could make this up to you. I'll admit it, yes, your best friend kissed me, and I didn't stop it. But I know that was wrong." he said calmly back.
"Then why did you do it?!" I shouted back, as I heard a single crack of thunder.
"I don't know, Kendra." he said back, hanging his head down low as a single drop of rain fell on his head.
I shifted my weight to the side, rolling my eyes in annoyance.
"I feel terrible, Ken." he said, his blue eyes looking up into my eyes.
For a moment, the sad, depressed look in his eyes made me feel the same way, but I soon got over that.
"That still doesn't fix what you did. You think I'll just forgive you like that, because you're apologizing." I growled back to him, just as the rain began to pour.
Sam and I both looked up, before turning our attention back at each other.
I thought about storming inside, then locking him out, but that would have just been wrong.
"No, I think you'd forgive me because you love me, and you know I never want to hurt y-" I cut him off before he could finish.
"But that's exactly what you did! You hurt me. You kissed my best friend, and that hurt me. If you know I love you, then why did you do that?" I asked, impatient.
"Because I'm such an idiot." he sighed, shaking his head, disappointed in himself.
"You really are, Sam! I just don't understand how-" and then it was Sam's turn to shut me up, by kissing me in the pouring rain.


Teehee, the end was to cheesy sounding c: comment what you think!

 

 

 







II  have O.C.D
No I am not "crazy" or a "freak"
I have a mental disorder that I live with everyday.  I have "rituals"'that I must do. I get very upset when someone interrupts. I am not comfortable talking to my family/friends about it.  It's hard to not make it obvious. 


Nmf 
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You can tell me that I'm a terrible person.
I'll try to become a better one.

You can tell me that you hate me. 
I'll try to change your mind. 

But if you tell me that I don't know how to love,
I'll always be too scared to try. 
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