So this is kinda going to be a paragraph, but if you really
cared you would read it. I really need help.
Me and my best friend stopped talking about 3 or 4 years ago. I
miss her and I wished we haden't stopped talking, but our
families got tense so we would never hang out. My mom and her
grandma talk when they see each other in stores or whatnot, but
thats not the point. I still dream about her, not too frequently,
but not like once every 4 months. Its always the same thing- we
make up and then go back to being friends, and I keep saying over
and over how happy I am that we became friends again. Then I wake
up hating myself for dreaming about her again, and I think about it
for the whole day. I never wanted us to stop talking, but now
i'm really getting tired of the dreams. No, don't suggest
that we should talk again because I never see her even though she
lives a few houses down, and it would be WAYY too awkward to even
start talking again. Any advice?