DO you know what it feels like to be alone all the time? To feel
ugly all the time? To feel like you're worthless and
shouldn't even try anymore because there is no point? To just
feel like if you left this world that no one would understand or
care why you did it? They would just be like, "Oh, she died?
Hmm.. Oh.." They wouldn't even care and an hour.. No, a
couple minutes later there lifes owuld just go back to normal like
you didn't even exist in the first place? LIke no one
understands you or sees what you are going through because you have
gotten so damn good at hiding your emotions behond that fake smile
of yours? Well, I do. I feel like that a lot and it has been a long
time since I have felt true, honest happiness. Honestly I don't
know if I ever will. I wanna give up. Don't wanna live, to
scared to die.