I don't mean to sound ungrateful. You've
given me a lot. Life, a family, a roof over my head. That's
more than a lot of people have. But I don't understand
something. Why would you let me meet him, let me fall in
love with him, if I could never have him. He'll never
ask me out. He'll never ask me to dance. He will never propose.
I will never wake up to see his face smiling at me in the morning.
I will never feel his touch or taste his lips. And yet, I love him.
Why? How could this happen? How could you let me hurt like this? I
don't understand it. I don't feel like I'll get
anything but heartbreak out of it. If you could just please,