Quotes added on Thursday, January 3 2013
I'm about to
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HIGH SCHOOL & GO OFF TO COLLEGE BUT
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» I WONDER WHAT ♥
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I wonder if I'm someone's crush...
Lol nah.
Lol nah.
They just take me for granted now.
January 2nd 2012
2013
2013
the exposure project
by me.
I don't care if you don't take the time to read. This is an experimental thing, an excuse to vent what has been on my mind lately. Judge all you want, the real me comes out right now.
I view myself as two people. One of me is the naive, innocent child I was two years ago. The other me is rough, judgemental, and broken. I'm divided between the two although deep down I know I have forever evolved into the second me.
Sometimes I feel absolutely ugly. My face is too edgy and square, my hair is too dead and ugly at the ends. My nose is too big. Other times, I think I am pretty. Not beautiful, but not hideous either. My eyes are big and brown. My hair is long and wavy. I have a slim body.
Lately I have been discovering alot about myself. A long time ago, something very bad happened to me and my brain decided to completely block it out until now. I'm still not comfortable talking about it, I haven't even told my parents. I'm barely just admitting it to myself.
I have too many irrational, stupid fears. Needles, blood, dogs, escalators. Plenty of rational ones that haunt my mind when I really don't want them too.
I've always felt a connection with writing. Ever since I could think I have always been concocting stories and ideas. My teachers have always applauded my work, yet I still have not done anything to pursuit in my dream.
Reading has always been my refuge. Nothing is more appealing after a terrible day or week or month than a book. Escaping into another reality is my best achievement.
I listen to interesting music. Classical is my favorite because of the delicate, soft-spoken tales they tell. Heavy metal is a close second because of the relief it brings me and the similarity the lyrics are to my own life and issues.
I am an amazing liar. Everyone who knows me doesn't know this. Obviously.
I only lie for good reasons, because no matter how much I hate a person I simply don't have the heart to break theirs. It's not who I am.
I'm actually a very nice person, but I have serious trust issues and anxiety problems.
I'm different. I know that. I'm not ashamed of it. I'm just scared nobody loves me because of it.
That's just me.
Whether or not you accept it is not my problem.
by me.
I don't care if you don't take the time to read. This is an experimental thing, an excuse to vent what has been on my mind lately. Judge all you want, the real me comes out right now.
I view myself as two people. One of me is the naive, innocent child I was two years ago. The other me is rough, judgemental, and broken. I'm divided between the two although deep down I know I have forever evolved into the second me.
Sometimes I feel absolutely ugly. My face is too edgy and square, my hair is too dead and ugly at the ends. My nose is too big. Other times, I think I am pretty. Not beautiful, but not hideous either. My eyes are big and brown. My hair is long and wavy. I have a slim body.
Lately I have been discovering alot about myself. A long time ago, something very bad happened to me and my brain decided to completely block it out until now. I'm still not comfortable talking about it, I haven't even told my parents. I'm barely just admitting it to myself.
I have too many irrational, stupid fears. Needles, blood, dogs, escalators. Plenty of rational ones that haunt my mind when I really don't want them too.
I've always felt a connection with writing. Ever since I could think I have always been concocting stories and ideas. My teachers have always applauded my work, yet I still have not done anything to pursuit in my dream.
Reading has always been my refuge. Nothing is more appealing after a terrible day or week or month than a book. Escaping into another reality is my best achievement.
I listen to interesting music. Classical is my favorite because of the delicate, soft-spoken tales they tell. Heavy metal is a close second because of the relief it brings me and the similarity the lyrics are to my own life and issues.
I am an amazing liar. Everyone who knows me doesn't know this. Obviously.
I only lie for good reasons, because no matter how much I hate a person I simply don't have the heart to break theirs. It's not who I am.
I'm actually a very nice person, but I have serious trust issues and anxiety problems.
I'm different. I know that. I'm not ashamed of it. I'm just scared nobody loves me because of it.
That's just me.
Whether or not you accept it is not my problem.
Playing that lovely guitar # love songs :3
Dear Haters of One Direction,
Yeah us Directioners see your hate quotes. But is that going to stop us from liking them? Yeah you say all they do is 'act' like they love their fans. Hate to break it to you but they LOVE us. All of the hate needs to go away. Do you think that your opinion about them won't affect us? WRONG. You are hating on our boys. And when you hate on them, well we want to prove you wrong. Lets just see how many people care about whats being said about them. Repost this as your quote and sign your name at the bottom. Please, I don't want to be the only one on here who cares. i had to stick up for my boys:P
OneDirectiiion
drama_mama_100
OneDirectionBabey
Amanda721
italiangirl3
1dforever46
1Direction_Facts
NiallHoransGF
Browneyelover
Blairisepic
MissTomlinson
Rue21Glam
Soaring_On_Owls_wings
SubsidingOne
Yeah us Directioners see your hate quotes. But is that going to stop us from liking them? Yeah you say all they do is 'act' like they love their fans. Hate to break it to you but they LOVE us. All of the hate needs to go away. Do you think that your opinion about them won't affect us? WRONG. You are hating on our boys. And when you hate on them, well we want to prove you wrong. Lets just see how many people care about whats being said about them. Repost this as your quote and sign your name at the bottom. Please, I don't want to be the only one on here who cares. i had to stick up for my boys:P
OneDirectiiion
drama_mama_100
OneDirectionBabey
Amanda721
italiangirl3
1dforever46
1Direction_Facts
NiallHoransGF
Browneyelover
Blairisepic
MissTomlinson
Rue21Glam
Soaring_On_Owls_wings
SubsidingOne
