i know i
shouldn't be up this late...
But I simply can't help it. I've been up this late even
later every night since it happened... I was getting better about
it until June.. June 9th actually.. When PJ passed away.. He left
way too soon, he had so much time to live his own life...But it
was quickly taken away..People say that everything happens for a
reason. Please tell me what the reason is for this to happen to
someone so amazing, so loved.. He meant so much to so many
people, just like my great grandfather did.. Between the two of
them, a huge impact has been made in my life, and others who were
as lucky as me to have them in their lives.. I loved those two
men, and I always will, somehow they always found some way to
hold my family together, now, it feels like it's slowly
drifting apart.. I hate to think that my loved ones are drifting
for one another, but weather I want to believe it or not..
it's happening.. I wish there was some way to get them back..
To see them again..see the warmth of their smiles once more. Ask
them how they found a way to keep everyone together.. My
grandfather and my cousin are the kind of men that could most
definitely make an impact on the world.. Now, they may not have
been able to make that impact on the entire world, but I know
that it was made, for sure, on every person that knew and loved
them, just like I loved them. We all have people like this in our
lives. People who we love, who have come into our lives, and yet
are taken out of them before we know it.. Before we ever thought
they would. I'm not sure why some of the most wonderful
people are taken out of this world.. I do know that the memories
I have of both of them will never be forgotten, but always kept
safe in my heart along with my love for each of them. I may not
be able to see them today, or tomorrow.. It will be quite some
time, so for now I will hold on to the photographs and memories
until I do get to see them again.. "When someone you love
becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure." You will
forever be my biggest treasures .♥ I love you both
.♥