I know I messed up more than once, I know what I did. And believe
me, I never planned it this way. I only did what I thought was
right at the time....even if that meant I had to lose you. It was
a rush I've never felt before, it was amazing. And everyday when
you still speak to me, when everything is like it was, I'm so
thankful. when you still try to scare me after first period every
single day, when you make me laugh when I don't even want to
smile....the key hole only you could ever fit in placed
intricately at the base of my heart strings, pulls every string.
i can't explain the feeling of being with you in any other way
than happines. pure, undeniable, happiness. the only problem was,
I let you go because I didn't want you to get hurt by anyone, but
instead I ended up hurting you. and I'm so, so, so, so, so, SO
sorry. Each and every day for the past 3 months I've seen you two
together, and I've thought she doesn't deserve you. I'm not
saying I deserve you either, but she's not the right one. and I'm
telling you this with every piece of my heart. im not sure if i
WANT you to see this....i just know it has to come out
sometime.
I.LOVE.YOU.
(I wrote it with no spaces because there's no room for anyone
else)