Quotes added on Friday, February 22 2013







 
 

What if....

     Whenever we have a song stuck in our head its because our soulmate is listening to it?

 






 
f o r m a t j i m m y 3 6 5
 
I love when I'm
completely awkward

In front of my friend
and her crush
just so they stare at each other.

 
Have you ever been alone?
Yes, alone. Not lonely.
When no one is around you,
No one to bother you.
It is just you,
Only you.

When your mind speaks the loudest,
Your sorrows come afloat.
You feel drifted between the blueness,
But you don't want a lifeline.
It is just you,
Only you.

You're happy to be unaccompanied.
You don't have to pretend.
You don't have to fake a smile,
There's no need to try so hard.
It is just you,
Only you.

You don't have to worry about being judged,
There's no one else's mind but your own.
But then, you want to stop.
You've gone too deep.
You're drowning in your own thoughts.
You still depend on others,
But for a moment, you want to be alone, not lonely.
It is just you,
Only you.

But then again,
Around other people, its impossible.
You then feel lonely, not alone.
And for once, you wish
It wasn't just you,
Only you.

 

Discovering Destiny
Chapter 3: Aislinn's P.O.V.


I looked up from my book and the sun blinded me. I put my book down and ran my fingers through the hot sand. My first time at the beach in Florida; it was beautiful. I was far away from the water, a good ways up the sand near behind the lifeguard chairs. I closed my eyes and put my head down, soaking in the wonderful warmth. I heard laughing and shouting and felt sand splatter onto my back in a shower. I craned my neck to see that my back, towel, and book were covered with sand.
“Brad! You jerk! You could at least say sorry!” A feminine voice yelled. I looked up to see a tall brunette smiling down at me. “Here, let me help you.” She extended her hand down to me and I took it as I stood up. “I’m Michelle, by the way.” She said as she brushed the sand from my back.
“Aislinn.” I half smiled as I leant down to brush the sand off my book.
“That’s a pretty name. Sorry about Brad by the way, he’s not always like that.” She shook my towel out and laid it back down.
“It’s no problem. It’s the beach, it always happens.” I smiled. Brad and a few other people jogged back over to us and I felt very out of place in their group, being the new girl no one knew. Brad shook his hair out, scattering water droplets all over my arm. I brushed them off nonchalantly.
“Oh, hey there. You must be new here, I’d remember you. I’m Brad.” He held out his hand superciliously for me to shake and I shook it as I tried not to roll my eyes.
“I’m Aislinn. And yeah, I just moved here from California for college.”
“Very cool.” Brad said, flashing me a cocky smile. “You’re welcome to hang out with us if you want; we were just about to go in the water.”
“Oh, no thanks, I’m fine here.”
“Oh come on, we don’t bite.” Michelle smiled at me.
“I just…don’t want to get my hair wet.” I lied. I sucked at lying.
“Too bad, you’re coming!” Brad said as he picked me up and started walking toward the water with everyone else.
“P-please put me down.” I said nervously.
“Chill Aislinn! Your hair will be fine!” He laughed as he walked out on the dock, further out into the water where I had just been last night.
“Brad, put me down now!” I said angrily, squirming in his arms. “You can’t do this! I don’t want to go in!”
“Brad, put her down.” Michelle tried to help.
“Let me go!” I yelled.
“Okay, I’ll let you go.” He smirked as he threw me into the water.
It happened so quickly I didn’t register what had happened until I was fully submerged in the salty current.  The water filled my lungs and I choked, thrashing my legs to try and get to the surface.  A wave must’ve come, because I was thrown around on the ocean floor as the edges of my vision blurred from my lack of air. My lungs were on fire and I struggled to swim upwards, but it was no use. My eyes started to close and I internally accepted the thought that I was destined to die in the ocean, just like my parents had.
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I gasped as I felt a pair of lips on mine blowing air into my lungs. My breathing was erratic as I struggled to catch my breath throughout my coughing fit. I coughed up salt water and felt a hand hitting my back, helping me get it out of my lungs.
“It’s okay, you’re fine. I’m just going to take you to take care of your arm. Can you stand?” A soothing voice said to me after I was done coughing, I assumed it was the lifeguard who saved me. There were still stars in my vision and when I looked up to try and pin a face to the voice, the sun was right next to his head, blinding my sight of him.
When I tried to stand my legs felt wobbly and I stumbled, but the lifeguard caught me right before I fell. He picked me up and started carrying me. I felt really weak in his strong arms, and I was glad for the support. I rested my head against the mystery man and let my eyes close.
He set me down in a chair a few seconds later and I tried to focus my eyes. My head felt a lot better and my vision wasn’t fuzzy so I was reassured that I wasn’t going to die. “How do you feel?” The guy asked from behind me, rummaging through a cabinet to get some gauze for my arm, which I just now noticed had a decent-sized gash in it.
“Alright.” I said, my voice croaky. I cleared my throat and waited for him to come over to me.
He took my chin between his thumb and forefinger, gently tilting my head up to analyze something on my face. His eyes met mine and I had a strange feeling in my stomach. “Hey, you’re that guy. The motorcycle guy from last night.”
“And you’re that girl.” He smirked slightly. “You have a small cut on your forehead.” He sat down next to me and gently ran his finger over it. He started to do some first aid, and I felt him spread a gel over the cut.
“You almost hit me, you know.” I said, not letting it go.
“Well, I just saved your life. So I think I made up for it.” He moved onto my arm and I stared at him intently. “Your friends don’t seem very nice. Did they know you can’t swim?”
“I just met them. I moved here yesterday.” I averted eye contact.
“Well, I’d suggest finding some new friends then…” He trailed off.
“Aislinn.” I finished for him.
“Aislinn,” he repeated, “I’m Ryan.”

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Day 2 Part 2

So, I've confided in this guy & he totally took it the wrong way >.< He was just too flirty & WAY too touchy.. It just made everything worse :( Like I feel more hurt everyday, everyday that I have to see him, perfectly fine & happy, hurts me even more than it did the day before.. &then with this guy today, I dunno I just felt 100 times worse.. He was suppose to make me feel better, not take advantage of my vulnerability v_v I just want this all to be over already
 


Do you know what it's like to have barely and friends that are there for you?
Do you know what it's like to have no one understand you?
Do you know what it's like to have no one to talk to?
Do you know what it's like to hide your pain everyday?
Do you know what it's like to not want to talk to anyone?
Do you know what it's like to feel like crying all the time?
Do you know what it's like to feel like you aren't doing anything right?
Do you know what it feels like to be judged for everything you do?
Do you know what it's like to want to hurt yourself?
Do you know what it's like to overthink everything?
Do you know what it's like to be in love with someone who doesn't even talk to you?
Do you know what it's like to be tired all the time?
Do you know what it's like to feel empty?
Do you know what it's like to be tired of everything?
Do you know what it's like to want to give up?
Do you know what it's like to not feel wanted?
Do you know what it's like to fake a smile?
Do you know what it's like to feel sad for no reason at all?

I know what it's like. and it hurts like hell.

 



 
 
i can't stay mad at you


~Watches a horror movie comercial~


~Is scared of everything and cant move for atleast 2 hours~
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