Quotes added on Wednesday, February 27 2013
I just want to feel appreciated
and important.
Hold my hand.
Open doors for me.
Kiss my forehead.
Kiss my cheek.
Call me for a while.
Take walks with me.
Laugh at my jokes, even if you've heard them a million times.
Hold me when we watch movies.
Tell me everything's okay.
Talk to me about things, instead of brushing them off like they're nothing.
Respect my opinions.
Tell me I mean something to you. Don't keep it a secret.
Don't push me away..
Hold my hand.
Open doors for me.
Kiss my forehead.
Kiss my cheek.
Call me for a while.
Take walks with me.
Laugh at my jokes, even if you've heard them a million times.
Hold me when we watch movies.
Tell me everything's okay.
Talk to me about things, instead of brushing them off like they're nothing.
Respect my opinions.
Tell me I mean something to you. Don't keep it a secret.
Don't push me away..
&I promise I'll love you with everything I've got to give..
I go to
church for comfort. Because like, no matter what's changed in
my life, or how hectic and chaotic everything seems, mass is still
the same. Same responses, same standing, sitting, kneeling routine.
Everyone gathering for a common purpose; I hate the purpose. I am
not a practicing Catholic. I. Do. Not. "Believe." I
observe, and go through the motions for one constant variable in my
ever changing, ever illogical, ever fictional
life.
I want
to die i feel like i have
failed everyone
Sometimes when I'm walking down the road, sitting in
school, or laying in bed I can't help but think of you and
what life would be like if you were still here. I mean don't
get me wrong, it's not like you're dead, but you leaving
and me having to say goodbye was one of the most saddest days of
my life. We had been through so much together and then you had to
leave. It's been 8 months since you have last came to visit.
I was drinking a shamrock shake the other day and thought about
all the times that you and I would go to your moms and order one
before we got there and your sister would be sooo mad! Going
skating, car rides, road tripa, dancing. Remember when we
got caught up in the mountains when we got your explorer stuck in
4 feet of snow and had to call 911 to have a forest ranger
come pick us up? Those were the best days. These memories
are the ones that I will keep with me forever. I love you so very
much and I will never stop. I'm really hoping that you come
and visit soon. I need my best friend back for a day :/ I love
you so much B-ran!
you are all worth so much more than you give yourself credit for.
you make it seem like you dont deserve a spot on this planet, but
if that were true, you wouldnt have been born. sometimes youre
bullied, and thats always hard but what they say isnt true. none
of it. it seems like it is, but it isnt. youve survived so much
and youve held your ground. i bet no one has told you this
recently but youre so strong for that. for not giving up
completely. for not giving in to them completely. for staying
true to yourself even if it wasnt completely. youve gone through
so much and you deserve to be told how much that means to me, to
this planet, to everything and everyone. so thanks for listening
to this.
AND THEN I REALIZED,
I'M NOT REALLY LIVING.
I'M JUST ... THERE.
Drama is the one and the place where i
can be myself....
(Other than around my bestfriend Amber_bubbles_98)
(Other than around my bestfriend Amber_bubbles_98)
when you find someone who makes your jaw drop and heart stutter and
smile widen you've found true love. when you worry about the person
when you haven't talked all day, when they are the first and last
thing and everything you think about during the day, when you dream
about them, you've found true love. when kissing them makes your
foot pop and your heart stop and your lips tingle and your hands
grip their waist and you pull them in for more, you've found true
love. i found true love, i found it with you. i found true love and
i lost it. i lost it because i let you slip away. let myself drift
away because i was afraid of my feelings. i don't know if you'll
ever read this or see it but if you do happen to come across this i
want you to know. i am still in love with that crooked smile and
your brown hair with the blonde underneath i still love the sound
of your voice when you sing up on stage. i love the little things
you do. i love a girl. a girl who changed my world. a girl who is
starting new and starting new without me. yet still i sit here and
i tell her i love her.
