hes falling back into my life. VENT
guys are so frusturating. one minute they talk to you all the
time, then they are gone. but when they come back like nothing
happened, you dont know exactly how you should feel. im so lost.
he makes me smile, and laugh. weve talked every day this week. he
tells me about what he does through the day, and i tell him about
my day. we fall asleep texting eachother on the phone, and
apologize to the other the next day. we joke around about random
stuff, and i love talking to him. does he like me? im not sure. i
wish i knew though. hes been through so much and still has a lot
more ahead of him, and i would like to be there with him through
it all. he always feels as if noone could love him for a few
certian things about him. he though he had the right girl, but
she broke his heart. she left him. she made him self concious,
and now he isnt sure what there is for him. i dont know how i
should feel about what she did to him. i dont know how i should
feel at all. i only know that i wish he never went through it. he
doesnt deserve it. i shouldnt feel how i do, i know i shouldnt.
but something just pulls me closer to him. and i cant walk away.
i just dont get it. so i lay here and text him.