Quotes added on Monday, March 11 2013
The Letter. THE CHANGE.
The Lie.
Chapter 68?: July 5
*Katia's POV*
"Bye! Be good! Make smart choices!" I called as the five guys walked out of Niall's place. Liam, who was the last one out the door, gave one last wave before shutting it.
The boys were going out for the
night; at some point while we were all together at Niall's
Harry and Zayn got it in their heads it would be a great idea. No
one was really wanted to go at first, but one by one they broke
everyone down until they agreed. I was fine with it, they
deserved a night out just them, plus it allowed for Mia, Danielle
and I to just hang out.
"I'll be right back,"
I heard Mia say from behind me. I turned and watched her make her
way down to Milo's room.
He was released from the hospital
yesterday on a strict diet to prepare him for his surgery. We all
stayed at Niall's place to allow Mia and Niall to get some
sleep. Niall didn't leave the hospital at all except to meet
us at the restaurant to tell us about Milo's surgery, so
after taking a quick shower he slept the entire day and night.
Mia was more reluctant to go to sleep, feeling like she should
stay awake to watch him. After convincing her everything would be
fine, she reluctantly joined Niall and slept almost as long as
him.
"I'm going to go get
something I left at Liam's, need me to pick anything up on my
way?" Danielle asked as she slipped on her
sandals.
"Hmmm, nothing I can think
of," I shook my head. "We're just relaxing right?
For Mia?"
"Thats the plan. Okay I'll
be back in a few!" I watched as she shut the door behind
her. I walked over and locked it, I can't really say why.
Normally it wouldn't of been a big deal but I had a weird
feeling in the pit of my stomach telling me too.
I was still trying to shake the
feeling when Mia walked back into the kitchen. This was the
perfect opportunity to try to talk to her about Liam's call,
none of the guys were there and Danielle had just left. Normally
I would be fine talking about something like this with her, but
because it was Liam and I have a suspicion she was the one he
talking to, I didn't feel comfortable.
"So Mia, there is something I
want to talk to you about."
"What is it?" That is one
thing I love about her, even if she has a million things on her
mind, a million problems of her own, she really truly wants to
help you.
"The other day, Wednesday I
think, I got a call from Liam," I started. She rose her
eyebrows slightly, curious and slightly confused by where this
was going.
"He didn't mean to call me
and I heard something interesting. He was talking to someone
about how they haven't told me something and I won't take
it well." I explained. I watched as her eyebrows scrunched
together, her tongue stuck out to corner of her mouth, something
she did when she was thinking.
"What do you think he was
talking about?" she questioned.
I slightly raised my shoulders.
"No idea. But whatever it is he wants to tell me but someone
else doesn't. He is afraid I will react badly."
"Who do you think that is?
Louis?" her eyes grew the size of saucers as the
possibilities ran through her mind.
"Maybe, but Harry's been
acting weird lately," I told her. "Like overly
protective. I want to know who he was talking to. I know it
wan't Louis, maybe Danielle?"
She nodded. Chewing on her bottom
lip she drifted off in thought momentarily. "Do you think
its about Ashlyn?"
I shrugged again. "I have no
idea, and I don't want to ask."
"Want me too?" she
offered.
I shook my head. "Not now.
Maybe later." She nodded, telling me she understood. We
changed the subject and started talking about school and how
quickly summer was flying by.
AUTHORS NOTE: Sorry just
setting up for upcoming chapters! Do you guys think Mia should
ask about the phone call?? What do you think is going to happen
with the guys going out and Katia's gut feeling something was
wrong?? Any predictions?? I would love to hear from you! Thank
you so much for reading, love you all!
I may look happy,
but honestly
dear,
the only way I'll really smile
the only way I'll really smile
is if you cut
me ear to ear.
Song credit:
Bring me the Horizon
they're throwaway phrases, aren't they?
"I just want to sleep forever!"
"I wish I was dead!"
"I wish I'd never been born!"
No one ever brings up what a huge difference there is between them.
Sleeping forever is peaceful. It is restful. It is slipping a bookmark into the chapter you're on, and then turning off the light and rolling over. It is hazy dreams and rustling sheets, it is waking up and knowing you can just curl up and go back to sleep.
Dying is an ending. Sometimes after a long denoument, a beautifully written ending, but sometimes it is just some angel's hands slamming your book shut and filing it away. There is no light, no darkness. There is just nothing.
Never being born is neither an ending nor a beginning. You are not ending, because you have not begun. You are not resting, because you have never known tiredness, or sadness, or pain. You have never been you. An empty book.
A guy blaming a girl for not being
good enough is like
A musician blaming the guitar for not sounding good enough
A musician blaming the guitar for not sounding good enough
Like a good neighbor stay over there!
Summer and gold throw their colors at the dark,
a mother tells her son, "Darling, look at the sparks."
But you hold my attention without even trying.
A beautiful reflection from firework eyes, but never means forever.
Desperation and hanging in the backyard at night.
Somebody's supposed to fall in love.
Here's the thing:
I like this guy at dance. We're going to Disney World to dance in the parade this summer. Well, I was thinking that if I still like him when we go, maybe I could ask him if he wanted to go on a ride or something with just me.
So here's my question:
Does it sound like a good idea?
I like this guy at dance. We're going to Disney World to dance in the parade this summer. Well, I was thinking that if I still like him when we go, maybe I could ask him if he wanted to go on a ride or something with just me.
So here's my question:
Does it sound like a good idea?
