Some one tell me I'm not crazy....Do
you have that one boy that just....drives you insane with
happiness? Yesterday my dad was being...well...my dad. My dad had
promised to take me to his house, but then backed
out and called me worthless and selfish again. He said I could walk
the 10 miles to his house. I told
him what Dad said and he told me
he'd come get me. I was crying and was so
close to cutting...if he hadn't come and got
me..I would have. Later that evening we were snuggled on
his couch and he checked my
wrist. He was so happy I
didn't...this is how the conversation went.
"Thank you...," I whispered to him.
"For what?"
"Being you.."
He chuckled, "anytime sweetheart,"
and kissed my forehead.
"I almost did today..." I said quietly.
He sucked in a breath.
I looked up at him. "but I didn't because
you make me too happy...and when you said you were gunna come get
me I knew I could make it just a little longer for you. You make
the pain go away...," I whispered and nuzzled him.
"You make me so happy, too..." and then he kissed me,
nice and sweet.