Quotes added on Tuesday, April 2 2013

Ive lost all happiness and it's my own fault.. I pushed everyone away, I did this to myself. I will NOT take the easy way out. I am going to stay here, and take the pain, and pray that it makes me a better person. I am going to wait 908 more days, for the love of my life to come back to me.. And I am going to do it with no complaints. If he does not return, then I have learned patience. I may not have the brightest smile, but my head will be held the highest.
Justin, if youre reading this, I spent a year and 3 months jumping to 'Well we should break up then' at the first sign of trouble. I just recently figured out how to stop that. I just figured out how to keep you in my life.. And then you let go.. I am going to wait for you. If you want me to or not. You bailed, you left.. You proved to me youre a liar, you weren't in love with me. But I was. You meant everything to me, and I am going to prove that to you. I'll see you in 908 days.
  Aided by an Angel

Chapter Twenty-One ; PART I
Miracle's POV:


 
-October-
  
    We had toured the United States for a month now and tonight was our last show in the country. We had played in Los Angels, Dallas, Orlando, New York City, and our final show was in Philadelphia. Both mine and Parker's families were coming out to see us tonight, which was amazing. We haven't seen them since June when we came cross country to try out for X Factor. The sad thing was that our show ended at seven o'clock tonight and then we'd have to catch a flight to Heathrow at ten. So basically, we'd have only an hour to spend with everyone before we were gone for a few more months.
   I stared into my mirror and applied the last bit of red stain to my lips. Parker was watching me from across the room. He looked real proper tonight; he was in a suit and tie, just like he wore to our prom. I guess he changed up his wardrobe from jeans and a tee to a suit and tie so he looked nice when he saw his parents and sister. "What's the matter with you, hot stuff?"
   "Nothing," He shook his head and started to make his way closer to me. I stood up and patted down my navy blue dress. "You just look exceptionally beautiful tonight, Miss Payne." I felt the chill of his fingers graze the slits in my dress as he hugged me from behind. My eyes caught my reflection and I admired my outfit. The dress was beaded with random colors and my warm curls occasionally became tangled in the beads. I was now just as tall as him in my orange heels which I knew, secretly, ticked him off.
   "You look pretty sharp too, Parker." I turned my face to look at him once last time before our stage manager yelled in our door.
   "Five minutes, kids! Let's go!"
   "Come on!" He grabbed my hand and we ran to the side of the stage. We opened the show for Jonathan since we came in second and, honestly, I wouldn't want it any other way. We played a few sets, left, and came back for the final bow right before the concert was over. It was just enough for me. Tonight we sang three songs and the final one I chose to sing Moments to let my father know I was thinking about him. After that, Parker and I ran back stage and started to pack up our last minute things for Europe. We decided to get changed at the airport; I wanted to look nice for Momma and Daddy. Zac too.
   After we took our bow, we raced back to the dressing room. We didn't want to miss our families. Before we got back there, I saw Momma resting in Niall's arms on the sofa. Aaron was next to them and Daddy was sitting at my, now, empty make-up station. "Hey girlie, come give us all hugs!" Niall got up and walked to me. I pulled him in for a hug and realized how much I missed him. He looked good and he didn't smell bad. He must be doing good.
   Mr. and Mrs. Styles and a sad Darcy stood against the wall by Parker's things. She had called me a few weeks ago and told me she was moving home from California. Her and Rocco had broken up after she gave up her virginity to him. The last I had heard from her, she was waiting to take a pregnancy test. I haven't heard from her so I'm assuming it was a negative. Here wasn't the place to bring it up, so I'd call her tomorrow when we land. Parker ran right to them and embraced them happily. "You look like a rock star!" Aaron exclaimed while I ruffled his soft, blonde hair.
   "That's 'cause she is now, Aaron." Momma said. "You look very nice, Baby."
   "Thank you," I wrapped my arms around her neck and held onto her as tight as I could. My emotions flooded over me when I touched her and I almost cried. I saw Daddy come to me and my tears stopped before they could fall. "Hi Daddy."
   "Hi Sweetheart. I'm so proud," I gave yet another hug until he pulled away. "Wow, what was that?" He pointed to my stomach.
   "Oh yeah, me and some of the other girls from the competition went out and got our belly button's pierced during boot camp. Like it?" I tugged my dress over so my star ring popped out of the slits.
   "Uh, yeah. It's nice." He scratched at the back of his head and twisted his face. "Don't you need parental concent to get that done?" His eyes shot over to Momma, I guess trying to ask her.
   "Nope, I'm eighteen. I can make my own decisions since I'm legal." Daddy grew pale and I punched him playfully. I knew he didn't like that. He and Momma hated that I was growing up. Looks like they can't keep me in their bubble anymore. "Uhm, where's Zac?"
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  Aided by an Angel

Chapter Twenty-One ; PART II
Miracle's POV:


 
-October-
  
     "Right here, Miracle." I turned and watched him emerge from the dressing room powder room with a bouquet of white lilies with the insides of them stained purple. "Or should I say Lilli?" He offered the flowers to me and I know he was just trying to make a witty gesture, but I broke inside. These should've been Lilli's and not mine.
   "Thanks, Babe." I gave him a kiss quickly, before I started to cry. We sat and talked to everyone for a half an hour until the stage manager came in and ordered them out. I exchanged bittersweet goodbyes to my family and boyfriend before they left. "Bye! I love you all!" I called to them all down the hall.
   We were at PHL by eight and our plane had taken off at nine thirty. We were expected to touch down at Heathrow by ten o'clock in the morning. I was finally returning to my home. Aunt Isabella said she'd be there to pick me up with Mickey and Uncle Eric; I was spending the weekend with them before the touring began. Uncle Zayn and Aunt Ali were picking Parker up for the weekend; this will be the first time we've been apart since June. It's weird that I'm resting on his shoulder right now, while he snores away, and I miss him already. More than I miss anyone on this Earth right now. Not more than I miss Lilli, but still. I miss him a lot.
   "Good morning, passengers! We have landed at our destination. It is a comfortable twelve degrees celsius with a chance of rain in late afternoon. From all of us here at British Airways, we wish you all a wonderful holiday in London."
   "Styles, wake up. We're here." He shook himself awake and unloaded our things from the storage units.
   "Let's go," He was still half asleep, but he extended his hand to mine and guided me off of the plain. "Where did they say they were picking us up at?"
   "Bagage claim." We walked, still hand in hand, to retrieve our things. I saw five figures in the distance holding up signs with our stage names on them. "Look, I see them!" I tried to drag him along; I wanted to run to them.
   "Go ahead. I'll make it there eventually." With a wide grin on my lips, I took off. The first person I saw was Aunt Is. She looked comfortable in leggings and a purple tank top. She tugged a teal cardigan over her chest; it was chilly in the airport. Next to her was Mickey who was, basically, a second sister to me. With her Ray-Ban glasses stuck on her face, as always, she stood and bounced on her blue heels while she waited for me.
   "Miracle!" They both screamed at once. I took a leap into their arms and hugged them for the first time since I was eight years old. I've missed them so much. Aunt Is said Uncle Eric was getting our bags for us down yonder with Uncle Zayn and Aunt Ali. "And look what the cat dragged in!" Is grabbed Parker's cheeks as she arrived. She gave him a kiss as he wrapped his arms around her. "Boy, the last time I saw you, I was staring down at you. And now I have to stare up at you!"
   "Hey, what can I say? Puberty has treated me well, Is." We all laughed and headed down to the rest of our gang. We met up with them and did the whole 'Look at you!' thing again before parting our ways. "So, I'll see you Sunday evening? At The O2 for the concert?"
   "Yeah, I'll see you there. Later." He waved back at me as Zayn wrapped an arm around his shoulders. He was gone and I felt like he took half of my heart with him. It was a weird feeling.
   "Let's get you back to our place. We have lots to catch up on!" Mickey took my hand in hers and escorted me to their car. Her and I sat in the back seats and all I could think about was Parker. We have been attatched at the hip since June and now he was gone for two whole days. Not that I didn't wanna be with Is and Mickey but, was it too late to go with Zayn and Ali?

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Thanks for reading, Loves! Well this story is about to take off! Like it's getting to the good parts! I'm excited! Thanks to all who are reading my other story You & I & Her on wattpad (YoungForver723)! I'm so proud of it and I want as many of you as I can get to read it! You won't be disappointed! So excited that my Isababy is in the chapter!!!! <3 Love her, :) xx
http://youtu.be/hPr1cleY6Yk

this is the link for my brother & his friends mike & squeeze their group is called B.O.M.D && they will soon be famous && i can say ill be a proud little sister
the message I sent him...:
Okay I guess we're not gonna talk today. I can't stay up any longer just waiting for you to reply. I have to be up early to go babysit. So if you even care ill talk to you later. Goodnight.
So i've been sick lately, and all I want to do is sleep. I can't seem to wake up, all I think about is sleeping, all day.. I'm always just so tired.

[❤]
Though the truth may very this ships will carry our body's safe to shore.
Is it counted as cutting if you scratch your skin with a pin and it scars but doesn't bleed?
LITERALLY THIS JUST HAPPENED I'M SCREAMING

ME: *SINGING LOUDLY* YO I'LL TELL
YOU WHAT I WANT WHAT I REALLY REALLY WANT.

UPSTAIRS NEIGHBOR: SO TELL ME
WHAT YOU WANT WHAT YOU REALLY
REALLY WANT SO I CAN GO TO SLEEP
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