Quotes added on Monday, April 8 2013
I'm not one of the prettiest girls in school,
Or the skinniest..
I'm not the smartest kid in my class,
or the most popular.
I'm not very funny,
or fun to be around.
I'm not very nice,
or honest.
I'm not very sweet,
or innocent.
I'm not confident,
I know my flaws.
I'm not strong,
I've lost hope.
I'm judgemental,
and a hipocrite.
I pretend to feel pretty
I pretend to feel smart
I pretend to feel happy
I pretend to feel anything...
But the reality is, I don't feel anything.
I feel nothing more than hurt and insecurities.
I can't win,
I can't forget.
I've given up on this battle, I've given up on myself.
I don't know what else to do, I just want it to be over.
I am human, and I surrender..
Or the skinniest..
I'm not the smartest kid in my class,
or the most popular.
I'm not very funny,
or fun to be around.
I'm not very nice,
or honest.
I'm not very sweet,
or innocent.
I'm not confident,
I know my flaws.
I'm not strong,
I've lost hope.
I'm judgemental,
and a hipocrite.
I pretend to feel pretty
I pretend to feel smart
I pretend to feel happy
I pretend to feel anything...
But the reality is, I don't feel anything.
I feel nothing more than hurt and insecurities.
I can't win,
I can't forget.
I've given up on this battle, I've given up on myself.
I don't know what else to do, I just want it to be over.
I am human, and I surrender..
Am I the only one seeing cats and Happy Birthday on the Witty
banister when I scroll over it?
Dangerous
Chapter Twenty Five
♦ Lauren's P.O.V ♦
Aden stood there tongue tied as he glanced at his dad and at me.I stood there too afraid that if I moved someone would attack me.Slowly I bowed my head and tears rolled down.I knew Aden wouldn't chose me he had barely even known me but I had understanded his pity so well.It hurted to see him in pain.It just did.Aden was now in a dilemma and I prayed that he chose well.If it was God's wish then it was.I couldn't fight destiny no matter how hard I try.
"Chose Aden.Her or me?"The devil said now grinning at me.I felt replused by his smile and wondered what he was doing to Aden mentally.
"Father but I-"He was cut off.
"No Aden.Don't do this.Please I'm not worth it.Please..!"I begged with my eyes full of tears.
"You better listen to that girl son she has some sense instead of running around the otherworld thinking she rules it."The devil said as he glared at me.
"But Lauren I...."Aden trailed off looking at the ground.
"Chose now!"The devil demanded.
"You want me to chose?Then I'll chose you God damm evilness."Aden said breaking free and grabbing my hand.
"Aden I..."I leaned against him then straightened up.
"No father don't say anything now.You killed my mom in your revenge and for fun you feast on women.All these times you forced me to be on woman and now this?You want to take the love of my life away from me then you will have to fight."He said standing in front of me.
"Aden I will fight beside you."I declared bravely standing next to him.
The devil's face twisted as he seethingly said,"Aww so goody goody love.Too bad your going to die."
He darted towards us as I punched him.We fought for awhile as the devil glared at me.Quickly Aden grabbed my hand as we dived in the portal.We landed in green fields as Aden landed on me.I opened my eyes to realize we were in Collen which was 10 miles near Abbot Hill.It was going to take a day at the most at foot if we tried but I was tired.I glanced at Aden who was in awe.
"I can be in the sun.I ....did He forgive me?"He said.
A shimmery golden-y light came as I saw a man standing there with a smile.I realized it was God who was there.
Comment for a reminder.
A/N:Hey guys thank you for first of all reading this but I need to say I might not write stories after this for awhile and it depends.I won't be on too much so I hope you understand.
OOO seems like Lauren is getting a happy moment.Well not anymore.I'm here and I know everything.Your past and the future so you might as well give in b***h.For all I care is that you vanish forever.Seems like this girl isn't getting a fairytale ending.Don't forget the beast doesn't always hide.Kisses.-S
♦ Lauren's P.O.V ♦
Aden stood there tongue tied as he glanced at his dad and at me.I stood there too afraid that if I moved someone would attack me.Slowly I bowed my head and tears rolled down.I knew Aden wouldn't chose me he had barely even known me but I had understanded his pity so well.It hurted to see him in pain.It just did.Aden was now in a dilemma and I prayed that he chose well.If it was God's wish then it was.I couldn't fight destiny no matter how hard I try.
"Chose Aden.Her or me?"The devil said now grinning at me.I felt replused by his smile and wondered what he was doing to Aden mentally.
"Father but I-"He was cut off.
"No Aden.Don't do this.Please I'm not worth it.Please..!"I begged with my eyes full of tears.
"You better listen to that girl son she has some sense instead of running around the otherworld thinking she rules it."The devil said as he glared at me.
"But Lauren I...."Aden trailed off looking at the ground.
"Chose now!"The devil demanded.
"You want me to chose?Then I'll chose you God damm evilness."Aden said breaking free and grabbing my hand.
"Aden I..."I leaned against him then straightened up.
"No father don't say anything now.You killed my mom in your revenge and for fun you feast on women.All these times you forced me to be on woman and now this?You want to take the love of my life away from me then you will have to fight."He said standing in front of me.
"Aden I will fight beside you."I declared bravely standing next to him.
The devil's face twisted as he seethingly said,"Aww so goody goody love.Too bad your going to die."
He darted towards us as I punched him.We fought for awhile as the devil glared at me.Quickly Aden grabbed my hand as we dived in the portal.We landed in green fields as Aden landed on me.I opened my eyes to realize we were in Collen which was 10 miles near Abbot Hill.It was going to take a day at the most at foot if we tried but I was tired.I glanced at Aden who was in awe.
"I can be in the sun.I ....did He forgive me?"He said.
A shimmery golden-y light came as I saw a man standing there with a smile.I realized it was God who was there.
Comment for a reminder.
A/N:Hey guys thank you for first of all reading this but I need to say I might not write stories after this for awhile and it depends.I won't be on too much so I hope you understand.
OOO seems like Lauren is getting a happy moment.Well not anymore.I'm here and I know everything.Your past and the future so you might as well give in b***h.For all I care is that you vanish forever.Seems like this girl isn't getting a fairytale ending.Don't forget the beast doesn't always hide.Kisses.-S
In Sixth Grade Everyone Called Me Their "Mom",
In Seventh I Became "Panda" && My Bestfriend "Bamboo"
Two Days Later I Was "MamaPanda"
&& That's Stuck Through Till This Day, In My Friends Phones && On Facebook.
That's Just My Name Now.
In Seventh I Became "Panda" && My Bestfriend "Bamboo"
Two Days Later I Was "MamaPanda"
&& That's Stuck Through Till This Day, In My Friends Phones && On Facebook.
That's Just My Name Now.
