Yesterday I saw the
most weirdest scene ever: It was Student-Led
Conferences at my school, my crush was waiting for his turn (with
his mom), and his mom started stroking his hair. Right in front
of me. I nearly died.
"I think that's the reason they say *commit* suicide. Because you
don't just do it, you commit yourself to it. Completely. If you
commit suicide, there's nothing you can do to reclaim yourself;
you're already gone. It truly is a commitment."
&Hopefully someday soon the memories will all just be a blur, Every
second I spent on you, will mean no more. You had my heart, my
all.. Now your nothing more than writing on the wall.. I gave you
everything I had, now I just wish you would feel sad.. Just an
ounce of what I have to live with everyday, then maybe this will
all just go away.. You used to consume my heart, now I cant wait
for us to part. No more lies, no more games, I'm taking down every
memory of you thats captured in frames.