Dangerous
♦ Iesha's
P.O.V ♦
*flashback*
Yeah as everyone knew I was the shy quiet girl but that was going
to change.I was tired of being considered the weak link of the
group since my mom died of r@pe.What people don't understand
is that I'm not going to like you if you put me below then
you are.Sometimes life is a like medication and you just have to
swallow it and deal with it even if it tastes horrible.Recently
getting the S notes made me miserable and Alex trying to feel me
was scary.Did my mom feel this too?I sat at my bed looking
dejectedly wondering if I was going to die too.
My phone buzzed as I sighed.Will this b**** ever stop?
Tired
of me already?If you're so tired then maybe you might want to
join me.Meet me outside at 2 in the morning tell no one or
else...-S
I gasped and my
mind started thinking.If I was on the S team then maybe
I could just join so the pain would be over.I'm
tired of everything.TIRED! Do you know how frustrating it is
to not go kill myself?No I don't think you do since I hide it
behind a fake smile.Sometimes people think they know you but they
don't.No one will ever know you the most not even
you.We're puzzling and our complications never end.My
mind was already set on seeing S.Time to turn the tables on
S.
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I arrived outside as the cold wind blew everywhere.A owl
looked around in the night as I heard cats meowing.The crescent
moon hung beautifully in the sky as stars gently twinkled.A
lantern was lit outside but no one was out here besides me.A
shadow came by and a black hoodie person walked up to me.The
person lifted their hoodie to reveal their face.
Elli was S.
"Why Elli?"I managed to say.
"Because I was like you too Iesha.I sympathize
you out all of the others.Because my mom was r@ped
too."Elli said gently.
"But... your mom is alive...."I whispered.
"She is barely but for her I live.I wanted to make you live
and not die.I know both of our moms would know that.Please Iesha
join me so we could help others."Elli said with wide open
eyes.My tears fell as we hugged.She was also crying and I
knew that we had to help each other out.
"Elli,I want to make sure my friends will be
protected."I said through tears.
Elli's voice had gone much harder."I don't know
Iesha but I will try."
I know you may be thinking that I'm betraying my friends
but I'm not really.I swear my friends would understand
right?They knew I had self esteem problems right?Oh who am I
kidding! None of them know I cut my myself every once in
awhile and throw myself up sometimes.Of course everyone notices
Alli and Alli this.Never me! Why? I tried my best
to hide it from them since I feel like they would leave
me.My mom had died when I was 4 and ever since then I haven't
really cried.I could still see that video sent to me at
age 10 of that women getting r@ped.Someone had sent it
to me as a joke and I wanted to cry but instead I took a scissor
and cut myself.At that time it hurted but after awhile it
felt soo good.I could still hear that women screaming and the guy
thrusting and....NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
"Elli I'm ready to join the S team.I don't care
about them.I don't anymore.I hate them."I said in
short fragrements loving the taste of freedom.I'm sorry
but I'm not apologizing.
Elli smiled evilly and then said,"Excellent now the first
thing is stay here until...."She whispered the plan as I
nodded.
"These b**** are finally getting what they
deserve."I cunningly smiled and said.
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It was that important night and Alex was touching me.I knew it
was fake but Elli was watching so I had to act it good.Somewhere
in the back of mind it felt wrong but then again I always hid
behind the back of my mind.Not now and never again.After all
those scenes I had arrived at the party thankfully Lauren
didn't see me.I had gotten a text from S on the next plan and
smiled to myself.Everything was falling in peices.At that
moment I knew I was winning thanks to S.Earlier I felt alone
and felt like someone was missing and there was
someone.It was my happiness.I was dead inside and
nothing changed.My pain had hardened me and Elli
had made me cry for the first time in a long time.Elli
understood me.Not like anyone else bothered to try.
After accidently being trapped with the dumb b**** Alli I knew
she was going to die.Along the way we had gotten trapped and
tied up.As everyone had popped up I knew it was my time.
I didn't regret my decision.
"Alli,I'm on the S team."I had said putting on my
black hoodie that had S on it.
A/N:Hi guys this is a flashback on each persons reasons on
why they are on the S team.Don't worry after every two
flashbacks I'll make a chapter of the story.Tell me what you
think because I would love the feedback.Thanks for
reading.
I
got Iesha on my team now.What are you going to do now
Alli?Sometimes the game can be out of control but maybe the
only thing that can start it is a little match.Iesha was the
little match and her past helped me bring her on
the S team.We know all and we see all.Take a chill pill because
we're
winning.-S