Quotes added on Tuesday, June 25 2013
The Letter. THE CHANGE. The
Lie.
Chapter 85: July 18
*Katia's POV*
*Couple hours later*
"Whoo!" Mia cheered as I
managed to throw another gutter ball.
After she came to pick me up I
stopped by Harry's and changed into a pair of jean shorts and
a light blue top. I didn't bother doing anything with my hair
before we left so it still was in a messy bun. At first Mia
wanted to go shopping but I didn't feel up to it so we
decided to go to the bowling alley. Needless to say, I was doing
horrible.
"You know it takes real talent
to do that five times in a game," I said jokingly. Every
single time the ball would head straight down the middle and then
veer off into the gutter at the last minute.
"Yeah you keep telling
yourself that," she said as she picked up a bright purple
bowling ball. As I took the final sip of my pop, she knocked down
half of the pins. She stuck her tongue out at me and I rolled my
eyes laughing.
She threw her final ball knocking
down the rest of the pins. "And yet another spare!" I
said, quiet loudly.
She laughed as our scores came up
on the electronic screen. Hanging my head in shame I started to
take my bowling shoes off.
"Sooo.... not to like ruin
this, but I'm surprised at how happy and upbeat you
are," Mia said.
I glanced up and saw her sitting
across from me untying her shoes. Turning my attention back to my
own footwear, I shrugged. "I just decided that I wasn't
going to mope around. I mean, why ruin the few precious weeks we
have left in London?"
I paused before continuing.
"Plus I wanted this break. I never understood when people
broke up with people and then five minutes later were moping
around and upset because they broke up."
"Yeah," Mia said.
We walked up to the counter, our
own shoes back on our feet. A guy around our age was standing
there working. He was about the same size as Louis but taller. He
had golden hair that was cut like Justin Bieber. He flashed us a
smile as we neared the counter.
"How did you do?" he
asked as we placed our shoes on the red plastic counter top. I
noticed his name was Adam on his name tag.
"Horrible," I muttered as
Mia laughed.
"Bowling is not your
game," Mia agreed, as she nodded her head.
Adam looked at me from the corner
of his eyes as he messed with the shoes in front of him. "I
could give you some pointers some time if you want."
"That's okay," I said
nervously, glancing over at Mia. She was trying to bite back a
laugh as she watched me try to get through this situation.
Turning his attention to Mia he
asked, "What about you? We could get a bite to eat
before."
"Thanks, but I'm in a
relationship," she said with a smile as she handed him the
amount we owed.
Taking the bills he started to
count out change. "How about you? Are you in a
relationship?"
"I.... It's
complicated," I finally said. He raised one eyebrow as he
handed Mia the change.
"That doesn't sound
promising."
I was about to reply with a snotty
comment when Mia stepped in. "Don't even try, you have
no chance. But thanks again!"
Mia finished with a preppy smile
and attitude, leaving the guy dumbfounded. I tried to contain my
laughter as we walked out the door. Once we were standing in
front of the car I couldn't help but double over in
laughter.
"Oh my God, I can't
believe you did that!"
"I had no choice! He was
hitting on you and I'm on Team Louis, not Team Bowling Alley
Guy!"
I opened the car door and sat down.
"And what if I'm Team Bowling Alley Guy? You just blew
my chances with him."
"GIrl please," she turned
and looked at me. "Louis is so much better than that guy and
you know it. You guys are like perfect for each other, what does
bowling alley guy have? Mad bowling skills?"
I just laughed as she started the
car. Mia was singing along to the radio and we drove away. I
started to drift into deep thought about Mia's comment about
Team Louis. Before I was completely lost in my own world I pulled
myself back; I wasn't going to dwell on it, I was going to
enjoy myself. And I started that by joining Mia and the mini
dance party she was having while driving.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Oh my goodness you guys, I had no time to write on the trip! I feel so bad for leaving guys hanging but here it is! Sorry, it is definitely not my best chapter. To everyone who wanted them to stay together, sorry! But xXxZoexXx inspired ideas that I just couldn't turn down and oh my goodness guys! Whole bunch of things that are going to happen, just you wait! Okay so let me know what you think of this decision(it did just change the entire course of this story)! Also I would like to thank xXxZoexXX, TaintedCherry, and isabeltheosm for commenting on the last chapter. You guys are awesome, I loved talking to you! Thanks for reading! Love you all!
if first you dont succeed then you are a loser.
a twist on the clasic motivational saying.
a twist on the clasic motivational saying.
STOP IT STOP IT EVERYONE!!!
i don;t want to comment on everyone's sucide quotes so i will just say it right here
You are beautiful and amazing and unique. I don't care how F*cked ur life is right now there is NO good reason for wanting to kill ur
self. You are walking down the wrong road and no matter what anyone says you won't turn back. BUT YOU CAN! Play the glad game, think about the good in your life!! I know one. If you are on this website, you clearly have either an iphone laptop ipad etc, which proabably means you have a house, food etc! Please dont kill ur self. you are amazing.
i don;t want to comment on everyone's sucide quotes so i will just say it right here
You are beautiful and amazing and unique. I don't care how F*cked ur life is right now there is NO good reason for wanting to kill ur
self. You are walking down the wrong road and no matter what anyone says you won't turn back. BUT YOU CAN! Play the glad game, think about the good in your life!! I know one. If you are on this website, you clearly have either an iphone laptop ipad etc, which proabably means you have a house, food etc! Please dont kill ur self. you are amazing.
The Over In Forever
Chapter 2
"What are you saying? That is I ditched
them I'd just become popular overnight?" I snapped
bitterly. Malcom shrugged, "You never know. You wouldn't do it anyway." "Who says?"
"Oh please, " he smirked, "You'd be too scared on your own." My tongue glided
across my own lips, letting this sink in. I'm not good by myself.
"Maybe, but I think I want this enough not to be scared. Besides, I'm sure they'd understand."
•••
"Wait, what?" Alicia demanded. Talia and Rene kind of just exchanged looks with each other,
and I flinched inside. They looked smug, not shocked, as if they'd been expecting this.
And I guess that kind of hurt.
"Guys, look. You know how much I want this, " I pleaded. When they didn't say anything,
I continued, "How much I need it."
"You're kidding, right?" Rene sneered and then imitated, "'Oh guys, you don't get it. I need to be popular
to survive. Let me just ditch you for the people who've made fun of us our whole lives.'"
Rene was not being kind about this. The redhead had never been exactly
soft at the edges. Or soft. Or blunt. She was sharp. Like a blade. It
was something you never really got used to. Espicially if she never used it on you.
That cut was usually reserved for anyone else but Alicia, Talia, and me.
I blinked rapidly for a while looking down, willing the tears to stay put
in the lasting silence of the school hallway.
"I just thought you'd under-understand." I felt as if I had swallowed a tennis ball
and it was stuck in my throat. Rene laughed, "Are you
seriously crying? That is pathetic. You should really get some waterproof mascara when
you go join those wh.or.es you belongwith." "Rene, stop, I think that's enough," Talia said
quietly. Her petite figure lingered behind Rene, inches shorter than all of us.
She then looked at me and smiled, "It's fine, Isabelle. Just don't be a total stranger, okay?"
I smiled sadly back at her and nodded, "Promise."
I lifted my pinky finger and turned around in the opposite direction towards the lunch room.
Who knew promises were meant to be broken?
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Ok, hi guys :)
I guess I'll add some mini author's notes here? Yeah, sounds about right.
You guys got introduced to Isabelle's old friends here.
What do you guys think of Rene? I really think Isabelle had it going for her.
Here's Rene, anyway; http://s5.favim.com/orig/51/girl-red-hair-blue-eyes-Favim.com-481971.jpg
bitterly. Malcom shrugged, "You never know. You wouldn't do it anyway." "Who says?"
"Oh please, " he smirked, "You'd be too scared on your own." My tongue glided
across my own lips, letting this sink in. I'm not good by myself.
"Maybe, but I think I want this enough not to be scared. Besides, I'm sure they'd understand."
•••
"Wait, what?" Alicia demanded. Talia and Rene kind of just exchanged looks with each other,
and I flinched inside. They looked smug, not shocked, as if they'd been expecting this.
And I guess that kind of hurt.
"Guys, look. You know how much I want this, " I pleaded. When they didn't say anything,
I continued, "How much I need it."
"You're kidding, right?" Rene sneered and then imitated, "'Oh guys, you don't get it. I need to be popular
to survive. Let me just ditch you for the people who've made fun of us our whole lives.'"
Rene was not being kind about this. The redhead had never been exactly
soft at the edges. Or soft. Or blunt. She was sharp. Like a blade. It
was something you never really got used to. Espicially if she never used it on you.
That cut was usually reserved for anyone else but Alicia, Talia, and me.
I blinked rapidly for a while looking down, willing the tears to stay put
in the lasting silence of the school hallway.
"I just thought you'd under-understand." I felt as if I had swallowed a tennis ball
and it was stuck in my throat. Rene laughed, "Are you
seriously crying? That is pathetic. You should really get some waterproof mascara when
you go join those wh.or.es you belongwith." "Rene, stop, I think that's enough," Talia said
quietly. Her petite figure lingered behind Rene, inches shorter than all of us.
She then looked at me and smiled, "It's fine, Isabelle. Just don't be a total stranger, okay?"
I smiled sadly back at her and nodded, "Promise."
I lifted my pinky finger and turned around in the opposite direction towards the lunch room.
Who knew promises were meant to be broken?
------------------------------------------
Ok, hi guys :)
I guess I'll add some mini author's notes here? Yeah, sounds about right.
You guys got introduced to Isabelle's old friends here.
What do you guys think of Rene? I really think Isabelle had it going for her.
Here's Rene, anyway; http://s5.favim.com/orig/51/girl-red-hair-blue-eyes-Favim.com-481971.jpg
I was
just
randomly
searching
crocheted
stuff
on etsy,
when
I came
across
someone
selling
crocheted.
reusable.
tampons.
...Yeah...
so i walked into my brother’s room he was asleep and i
knocked something over and he said “if you’re a ghost
or some sh.t please f.ck off im too tired for this”
