I don't know what I'm feeling, it's numbness, honestly.
I don't feel anymore, emotionally. I don't feel for myself
or the people I love. I just sit there and say words that are empty
because I don't know how to feel for them. I sit and cry
because I force myself to muster emotion because it's been so
long since I've felt a damn thing. I don't know what's
wrong with me. I want to kill myself sometimes maybe then I'll
feel something. I don't know why this is happening to me.
for teenage years.