All i want is just to be happy again. And i feel like it's gonna
be forever until i am happy. I just wanna know why this had to of
happend to me? Why did he like me so much just to end up hurting
me and braking me inside. I just wish that i knew if it was all
worth it , i know i say that a lot but i feel like it wasn't i
mean i don't see how me gettin hurt and having trust issues with
guys and everything was all worth this all because of one stupid
guy that hurted me in more ways & i'm starting to feel it was all
my fault. If i didn't talk to him as much, if i didn't wear tank
tops every saturday and my shorts, if i didn't hug him all the
time i seen him, if i didn't act like i had a crush on him or
maybe if i didn't step foot into his car those nights maybe then
none of this would've happened.