So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care
about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who
can get through everything, but inside I'm very fragile.
I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only
made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.
That sad moment when
you realize how alone you really are. No one ever
messages you or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the
point where you don't want to put in the effort with people
who don't put in any effort for you, so you end up spending
your life at home, never going anywhere.