She's not like that now. She knows better .
She knows now that people lie , and promises can be broken
as quick as they are made . She understands that she
might never be loved , and too quickly good things fly in
front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them . She
knows that you can't change or help time, so every now and
then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone
in the world, so if you're standing alone for awhile,
that's why. Not everything in life comes easy , but when
you work the hardest, that's when it's the best .
You can't always expect people to care, and even when your
best friends stab you in the front, don't think for one
minute that they didn't already aim for your back. They
missed for a reason. She has found out to soon, that in the
end, you are your own best friend . Everyone will
be broken at some point in their life and more often than not ,
its gonna hurt like hell . But you can't stop it. You
can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be and
all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something
huge . You don't know what it is and when it happens, it
will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have
experienced everything you can, the words 'Life' and
'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But
don't try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to
happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you
. And that happens because that's the way it supposed to
be . But you'll learn all that later in life when little
things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But
it might catch you off guard and happen sooner .