Quotes added on Monday, September 2 2013

i understand that you can't stop

miley but you really need to



 

Alright so here's my story... My name is Julia and here's a few notable events and memories from my life. My account is named after my grandmother, Victoria. She died when I was about five years old. It was the first time I had ever heard of the concept of death. I was one of the last people to ever see her. I was depressed for years. Many other deaths of people I loved followed after and hurt me deeply. Throughout school I was bullied constantly. Mainly for my looks and size. I eventually ended up temporarily starving myself and almost self harming. I've considered suicide in the past. I'm also tormented at home by my older brother. It's been that way since I was born basically. I'm hoping and praying one day this will all end and this can stand for how strong I can be. The first guy I ever liked was my old best friend. I ended up telling him and I got turned down and he went after a different girl on the same day. Every other time I liked a guy, I was rejected or I never got to tell how I felt. I've never been with anybody and I'm kind off getting tired of always being the third wheel... I'm a Christian. My faith is very special and sacred to me. I've never really tried to push my religion onto anybody because I'm pretty timid and I try not to be rude. I'm very accepting of many people and one of my favorite things to do is to be nice and make people feel good about themselves. I love being a kindhearted person and it's my favorite thing about myself. That's all I can think of, thank you for reading.

why allow yourself to be full of hate

when you can be full of pasta instead



 

Cheers to the friend who's always there. The only one who can stop your anxiety, or your depressing thoughts. They make you laugh, they help you cry, and they strengthen you to be a better person. They may not even know how much you mean to them. Cheers to them.

At my high school we like to keep things classy by having a twerk off at our back to school dance.


Can I move schools now?

"Go after her. F.uck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a f.ucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a f.uck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really."