I'm not even gonna get my hopes up anymore. After going on
facebook and realizing he flirts with all of these different
girls I don't even wanna talk to him that much anymore. I
mean I really liked him but he quit talking to me for awhile and
now I don't want to talk to him. I'm not anybody's
fallback girl. I'm not gonna let him treat me how Bryan did.
If he wants to talk to me, then fine but I'm not putting in
the effort. The last time I did my heart was crushed. I think my
problem is that I get attatched way to easily. Well oh well, I
may miss talking to him right now, but I'm through with
getting my hopes up and then getting my heart crushed because I
was to stupid to realize that he's an idiot. This is the new
Colette. I'm no longer gonna just be the shy girl. I'm
gonna show them what they're missing out on because
they're to stupid to realize it on their own.