Its so hard to have a crush on your best friend. You just want to
hold their hand, hug them tighter, kiss them deeply & hear them say
they love you, knowing they mean it the same way you do. They find
someone & tell you they're in love. One hand you're happy for them,
on the other, you want to lock yourself in your room & sleep your
life away. You always tell them they're cute & that you love them
but then don't get that you mean it from the bottom of your heart.
You're scared to look them in the eyes, in case they see something.
You're afraid they won't like you & you'll lose them forever. They
may ask you for advice about talking to someone they like. It kills
you inside but you have to give your best advise. They mean the
world to you & you don't want to mess something up for them. It's
so hard being in love with your best friend.