I re-read my quotes from last year, and
oh God I've changed. Last year at this time I
was a young girl in love with a boy, convinced that
we were out of fate's grasp and we would
continue to fall for each other for the rest of
eternity. Well I was wrong, of course. It wasn't his
or my fault, just the world kept spinning a little too
fast and we continued to grow up and sadly,
apart. Maybe, in an alternate universe, our 16 and 15 year
old self's are forever in love and still laughing
and kissing the night away. I like to think that, that
somewhere somehow we're happy together because
I believe the younger in love version of us deserves
that. They deserve the happy ending they oh so wish for,
the ending we now know they will never
have.