Quotes added on Thursday, December 5 2013

 


HAIR WET FROM THE TEARS
that refused to fall  w h e   t h   s u   w a   u p .
 


Maybe it's not my weekend.
But it's gonna be my year
.



 
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because        
I'm better off alone.
 


This is your life, there's no way to run from it.
The doubt in your brain, or the pain in your stomach
.


 
The Letter. The Change.
THE LIE.

Story Outline:

Mia dies
      car accident
graduation
      boys all there
      long speech about Mia
             goes out with boys afterwards
Staying for a week
     hang out the entire time
             watching movies, bowling, little things
     Louis tells Katia the lie
The lie
     Liam is L
           Didn't want to meet her once they got there so Louis went
           Every letter sent before this was to Liam
           Everyone was in on it
           Makes katia question everything she knows about the guys
     Big fight
           Told katia a week after her graduation(a month after Mia) 
           Katia felt like everything she once had was falling apart
               wasn't sure about anything
               was kinda over dramatic but understandable
           Louis and Katia break up
Katia keeps up on what is going on in their lives
      at end of summer Niall visits Mia's grave on her birthday
      meet up
         forgives Niall, Harry, and Zayn
         not Louis and Liam
College
       Katia becomes good friends with Jessica
       Starts dating Jace
      One day they visit
           going to see Mia for Niall
           Katia realizes that she still has feelings for Lou
          Tells Harry, says to tell him but she doesn't
                pride
End of summer
        Louis gets engaged
         Katia breaks down
        Suffers  for an entire year
Milo's birthday
     is invited
     goes for mia
    eleanor is there
        super awkward
        tells her to stay away from Louis
couple weeks later Milo dies from lung failure
      Niall a complete wreck
      Katia goes for him
1 week before wedding sends email
        sends list of songs, all apologizing to Louis and telling him that she still loves him
        Replies Taken
        Calls Harry and breaks down again
              Louis answers?
Louis has nightmare
      at wedding
          Sees Katia in crowd
          excepts her to speak up
          doesn't
       Wakes up, calls Harry
Louis ends up canceling the wedding,  breaks up with Eleanor
A couple months later katia is studying abroad in London
Bump into each other
       sparks fly
       Louis asked her out 
      Go to epilogue

 



one day   ,
I'm gonna love like they do in the books.


 
 
Don't be afraid of being Happy.You deserve to be Happy.-RVM
The Letter. The Change.
THE LIE.

Chapter   :       November(College part)
*Katia's POV*


I walked out of the last classroom for the day with one of my good friends Jessica. We were discussing where to go for lunch as we pushed open the doors and walked out into the cool crisp November air. For being the end of November the weather was still fairly nice. It was in the upper 50's, and the sun was brightly shining down on the world, warming my skin. I ran my hand through my now long hair as the wind playfully blew it around gently. Unlike in high school where the longest it got was just past my shoulders, my hair was now just below my shoulder blades. I hadn't straightened it, so it had a slight wave to it. 
 
I took a long look around the campus. There were scattered trees in the open grassy fields, their branches mostly bare now with the colorful leaves scattered across the ground. There were a couple concrete benches, all deserted, though during the warmer months people would argue for who got the last seat. It was beautiful here, with the wide open spaces and nature all around. I noticed that there were already quite a few people walking around on the sidewalks and began to slow down my pace, scanning for one face. 
 
"Hey you," I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. Smiling I turned around to face them. 
 
"Hey, I was just looking for you," I said cheerily. I looked up into the face of Jace, my boyfriend of almost 2 months. 
 
My eyes scanned his face. He had angular cheeks and a strong jawline. His light brown hair fell gently into his melted carmel colored eyes I could get lost in. He had a very masculine look to him over all. Being one of the stars of our school's track team he was always in great shape. 
 
His head bent down to mine and his soft lips brushed against mine for only a fraction of a second. Even though he didn't partake in no-shave November, I noticed he had a little stubble.
 
"What are you looking at?" He deep voice questioned. I couldn't help but compare it to Harry's, they sounded quite similar actually, besides the accent of course. 
 
"You," I said in almost a day dream state. My voice sounded far off and distant, maybe because my mind was. 
 
"Are you love birds going to be done soon? I would like to get some food," Jessica said just a couple feet away. Removing my arms from behind Jace's muscular back I turned and looked at her. 
 
Her black hair was pulled over to the side in a messy bun. She was wearing a pair of dark jeans that showed off her long, lean legs. Her shirt was a school t-shirt, a size too big also, but it was our last of classes before Thanksgiving and we really didn't care. Her arms were crossed over her chest, and she had her sass look on.
 
"Yeah, have you picked where are we eating today?" I asked her. She loved to eat a variety of food, so normally we just let her pick otherwise she would complain the whole time. She began walking away listing off places we could go. I looked up at Jace and rolled my eyes. Smiling we followed her hand in hand. 
 
I wasn't really listening to her, no matter what she would have the final say in where we ate so it didn't really matter. My mind was starting to wander to where I was a year ago. I was probably in my kitchen, helping my mom with something while Louis sat at the counter telling us stories from his tour. His eyes sparkling at the memory, his laugh filling up the room. Or maybe his arms were wrapped around my waist, holding me as close as he could before he had to leave. The smell of his cologne filling my noise and I buried my face in his chest. His soft lips leaving their mark on my forehead...I shook my head, i shouldn't be thinking of Louis, we were over. He lied to me, about our entire relationship. And plus, I was happy with Jace.
 
I looked up at him, considering he was 6 foot and towered over me. I couldn't help but think of Mari's nickname for him. Rebound. I don't think he was a rebound boyfriend. I mean I really cared about him, and I was over Louis. Then why were you just thinking about him? part of me argued. I shook my head again and tried to join Jessica's conversation she was having with herself about where to eat lunch. 

The Letter. The Change.
THE LIE.

Chapter   :       November(College part)
*Katia's POV*


"Katia!" I heard a familiar low, raspy voice yell. Puzzled I stopped and looked around. I tried to locate the voice I knew so well. Finally I spotted a curly haired boy. A giant smile was painted across his face as he walked over. I let go of Jace's hand and felt him resist letting me go. Pulling away I started to walk towards him.
 
"Harry!" I exclaimed as we got closer. He embraced me a hug which I graciously took. I had missed him so much, I had missed all of them. Ever since the fight we hadn't talked much. I know at first I was mad at everyone, but right before school started I had forgiven 3/5 of them. 
 
It was nice to see him, it was comforting. "What are you doing here?" I asked him. After the break up I had kept track of where they were, what they were doing. If I couldn't be with them, I at least wanted to make sure they were all okay. 
 
Before he could answer I saw him look behind me. I glanced back and saw Jessica and Jace awkwardly standing there. "Uhh guys this is Harry Styles, Hazz this is Jessica, my best friend and room mate, and Jace." I added quietly, "My boyfriend." 
 
As if to prove it Jace slipped his hand into mine and gave it a tight squeeze. You could almost feel the hostility radiating off of him in waves. I ignored it though, he could deal. Harry was nothing more than a friend, and I had no intentions of changing that.
 
"Pleasure to meet you," Harry nodded to them. His voice sounded deeper to me since the last time I had spoken to him, if that was possible. 
 
"So what brings you to our small college in the middle of nowhere Iowa?" Jessica asked. I looked over to him to hear his answer, it really didn't make much sense to me that he was here.
 
Harry looked over to me before speaking. "Niall wanted to visit Mia's parents during the break so we came with him." Jessica and Jace both slightly froze up, knowing how sensitive I still was to loosing Mia. I was about to ask how long they were going to say when something clicked. 
 
"When you say we..." my voice trailed off as I looked over behind him and saw everyone else walking over. 
 
Zayn was the first one I noticed. He didn't look much different, just more mature though there was now no evidence of his blonde streak. Niall was right next to him, his blonde completely gone. His blue eyes that were once so full of life were now empty. He looked down with a smile on his face and I followed his gaze. Holding onto his hand was little Milo. He had grown so much since I had last seen him. He had cubby little cheeks and hands and was walking well now. He had Niall's dark brown hair and his clear blue eyes, though unlike his father's they were full of life. 
 
My attention was redirected as I heard a laugh. My heart lurched at the sound, and my stomach fell to my feet. I looked up slowly and looked directly into the face of Louis. He was looking over at Liam, smiling and laughing. And even though I barely could see him I could tell he had changed very little; he still had the same facial features, the blue green eyes, the same hair cut. The only difference was he looked more toned, as if he worked out a lot. 
 
I hadn't realized I wasn't breathing until Jace asked me if I was okay. Sucking in a deep breath of air I nodded. "Yeah I'm fine." I mumbled. I glanced over at Harry to see if he noticed my slight slip up. He had and was watching me. I smiled at him and looked look over at the five boys joining us. 
 
"Katia," Zayn said out reaching his arms in a hug. Once again I had to pull my hand from Jace's grip. We hugged for only a second, before I heard an Irish accent.
 
"I've missed you," Niall said. His eyes were filled with sympathy, as were mine. We both knew the pain the other was going through. He looked down at the young boy pulling on his pant leg. "What?" he asked. His voice lighter and happier than before. He kneeled down so he was eye level with Milo. Smiling I joined him. 
 
Milo looked at me as though I was going to jump out and attack him in a second. Hiding behind Niall's leg his big blue eyes watched me. 

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