It takes a lot for me to actually let you know how I feel. Whether I'm yelling at you, or telling you how much you mean to me, and how much I miss you, its not easy. And that's because I'm afraid that if I yell at you, you'll just convince yourself to forget about me, and if I tell you how much you mean to me you'll know you have me and you'll screw up and expect me to still be there ...and I probably always will be. And you might really hurt me, and I might really be gone one day. So please, don't take advantage of my feelings for you.