Quotes added on Wednesday, April 9 2014

Worship their words, I'll admit that I'm sold but The fact that you consider yourself a god Is the very reason you should fall the fck off
This quote does not exist.
But I realize I constantly overlook the impact I've made Maybe I'm longing to change my own face To make you proud, I wanna make you proud When you're looking down on me
I'm stuck in my dark days But I can be stronger than you remember We're coming up on December, but I'm not cold


I'm trying to get me this beach body.
I'm trying to become bay watch bearible.
But instead I find myself being called a beached whale,
asking if i need help getting my fat body back to the water.

They don't realize that that's what I crave the most,
where I am able to be free,
floating on the calm water,
rather than deal with the torturous waves crashing down on me.
Depression-like storms crashing over my head dragging me down,
suffocating me 60 feet underwater choking me unconscious.

As if a single tear is from being called a name,
where sticks and stones break bones, but names aren't suppose to hurt.
No, they don't, but they push you over the edge, into the abyss of suicidal thoughts,
of self doubt and self harm, with no return until you are either drugged and hospitalized or dead.

As if fitting in and belonging means making someone else feel left out and alone.
Where causing someone enough pain makes them want to go home, into the white clouds early.
It's as if they crave the need to hurt someone to feel some sort of self worth,
when really, they're digging their own grave,
The only difference is that I, will be in mine before they are in theirs.
Only when I am dead, will they realize their mistakes.

Im trying to get me this beach body.
That J-lo tan, that Emma Watson look-a-like, Jennifer Lawrence self confidence,
beach body.
But at the end of the day, I find myself not wanting it,
not needing, craving, trying to get the look every girl is suppose to have.
Because in the end it's pointless,
I'll still have my scars,
my bruises,
my pain.
Even if nobody can see them.

The feeling of being a loser,
invisible,
broken,
alone.
Even if nobody cares.

The wounds from the first try still haunting me,
where it gets to the point that I know even if I did change,
new names will be thought of,
new jokes to crack,
new self confidence to break,
new laughs joining in on the fun.

In the end I don't like it,
can't do it,
don't need it,
don't want it,
I'm no longer trying to get me that,

Beach body.


(mine)






>  MAY YOU GROW TO BE
proud, dignified, and true,
and do unto others
as you'd have done to you.  



f o r m a t | s k a t e r r u l e s 2 3





The World is full of Kings and Queens




Who blind your eyes and steal your dreams






 
This quote does not exist.
You know you have procrastination problems
when you actually clean to put something else off.




We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends




 
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