Why is it that I'm not happy with who I am; have a constant
feeling of sadness and loneliness? Is
it my past? Is it something that I have had the misfortune to
inherit? Is it part of growing up? Have I brought it on myself?
I always feel so bad when complaining, I've been given a
life - that is probably being lived incorrectly - yet, here I
am contemplating my entire existence and my relevance on this
planet on a regular basis. I just feel so selfish, you know? I
have so much yet say I have so little whilst there are those
who are more misfortunate than myself. I don't know what I
have, I haven't actually got an actual diagnoses for this
because I feel as if it's not important: a waste of other
peoples time. I like to sustain just that little bit of sanity
that actually resides within me by not giving myself a
self-proclaimed or actual label. As cliche as this may sound I
don't need a tag specifying what type of person I'm
stereotyped to be because it does not define me as a person. I
know this isn't the worst thing to be bestowed upon an
individual and I am one hundred percent aware of that; I know
people have it so much more worse than me and it makes me feel
so selfish because Im scared
I will be judged by others.