this is guessing where you
are in the morning.
this is sneaking out
this is wondering how many where before you
this is wondering how many will follow after him
this is shower and shower again
this is facing that you're really broken but not knowing where
to heal
this is blaming alcohol
this is hoping he didn't want your name
this is hoping he didn't want your number
this is hoping he didn't want your heart
this is showering again
this is realising that the girls that we call wh*res
are broken, do this because they're hurting
this is realising you're one of te wh*res now
this is never going to that cafe anymore
this is jumping when somebody thinks they recognise you
this is screaming at yourself
DON'T YOU HAVE ANY SELFRESPECT
this is thinking you deserve a cup of thee but forget to put on
watter
why do you deserve a cup of thee?
this is trying to be kind to yourself
this is maybe it's natural
this is how could it not be in my genes
this is showering again