when you are hit
by the startling reality that in the course of your life
you have nothing of import, nothing truly spectacular. You
will realize that you have spent the years preceding this
moment living a life for a future that is closer than you
think, with no foreseeable infinite consequence and no
legacy to leave behind. It is in this moment that the soul
crushing fear of oblivion fills you, and you must make a
choice; do you go to seek your infinity or do you live your
life for your own little forever?