Quotes added on Monday, May 12 2014
We never
knows
what
goes
on behind
closed
doors.
What
happens
in the
dark
is brought
to light!
many
wear
fake
smiles.
& i had time to think it all over,
but all i can say is come closer..
but all i can say is come closer..
The Other One 6
“He has a girlfriend? WHAT A JERK!” He made sure everyone heard, “WHO would do that to a beautiful, sweet, loving, caring, all around amazing girl like you? Please, do tell me!” I knew I had a chance to ruin his relationship, maybe even ours in the process. I had something Mike didn’t right now, power. Although he was smiling, legs were shaking so much you could tell from across the room. I saw Ryan and Andrew were on the edge of their seats waiting to see if I rat Mike out or not. I took a glance over at their table then took a deep breath
“I’d love to say but I can’t do that to him right now. We’re dealing with the issue privately and hopefully he’ll make the right decision and soon because he’s wasting someones time. I’m just praying that it isn’t mine.” I looked down at my hands in my lap and excused myself to the bathroom and sat there alone for a minute, being alone felt amazing. When I sat back at the table everyone got quiet and looked at me.
“I feel nauseous, do you think I can skip out on ice cream and go home?” Ryan looked sad
“Yeah, no problem Cec.” Andrew smiled weakly
“Thank you.” I mouthed to Ryan and gave him a small smile. When I got home I went straight into my room, put on sweatpants and a t-shirt, and laid in bed. I wound up falling asleep in the middle of Breakfast At Tiffany’s with Audrey Hepburn, when I woke up I found a note and my TV was paused at the part where Audrey Hepburn’s cat, Cat (That’s his name not a typo), had ran away. It was raining in the movie, just like it was out my window, and the sad look in Audrey’s eyes in this scene was how I felt. I picked up the note
Ice cream in the fridge
Love you so much- Sam, Andrew, and Ry
“He has a girlfriend? WHAT A JERK!” He made sure everyone heard, “WHO would do that to a beautiful, sweet, loving, caring, all around amazing girl like you? Please, do tell me!” I knew I had a chance to ruin his relationship, maybe even ours in the process. I had something Mike didn’t right now, power. Although he was smiling, legs were shaking so much you could tell from across the room. I saw Ryan and Andrew were on the edge of their seats waiting to see if I rat Mike out or not. I took a glance over at their table then took a deep breath
“I’d love to say but I can’t do that to him right now. We’re dealing with the issue privately and hopefully he’ll make the right decision and soon because he’s wasting someones time. I’m just praying that it isn’t mine.” I looked down at my hands in my lap and excused myself to the bathroom and sat there alone for a minute, being alone felt amazing. When I sat back at the table everyone got quiet and looked at me.
“I feel nauseous, do you think I can skip out on ice cream and go home?” Ryan looked sad
“Yeah, no problem Cec.” Andrew smiled weakly
“Thank you.” I mouthed to Ryan and gave him a small smile. When I got home I went straight into my room, put on sweatpants and a t-shirt, and laid in bed. I wound up falling asleep in the middle of Breakfast At Tiffany’s with Audrey Hepburn, when I woke up I found a note and my TV was paused at the part where Audrey Hepburn’s cat, Cat (That’s his name not a typo), had ran away. It was raining in the movie, just like it was out my window, and the sad look in Audrey’s eyes in this scene was how I felt. I picked up the note
Ice cream in the fridge
Love you so much- Sam, Andrew, and Ry
The Other One 7
After thanking Sam and the boys for bringing me ice cream Mike called. I had asked what he wanted but he just wouldn’t say anything but
“Please just come over right now.” So I stupidly went and ended up in bed with the man I hated.
“I hate you” I mumbled as he handed me a cigarette and I lit it
“Thank you.” he said
“Anytime?”
“No, for what you did today. You could’ve ratted me out and you didn’t.”
“Unpredictable.” I exhaled into the air
“I saw so scared I-“
“I know. I saw you, you don’t have to tell me.” We sat there in silence for a minute, then I finally got up, put the cigarette in the ashtray
“I cant do this anymore.” I said
“Do what?” He asked confused
“This. I’m leaving.” I said as I started putting back on my clothes
“Please don’t.” he begged
“Then tell me she’s gone, tell me you love me and mean it, tell me that I’m not just your side chick and that you want to be with me forever...which by the way, thanks for the booty call. Much appreciated, jerk.”
“This wasn’t a booty call, stop freaking out.” He put the ashtray on the dresser
“Why? You’re not gonna do anything, just like you don’t do anything with that moron you call a girlfriend!” Anger just raced through my body.
“Stop bringing her up!” he yelled
“Should I just make believe she doesn’t exist? Should I live in a damn fantasy world where there are unicorns and rainbows and everyone gets along? Like I’m some type of certifiable crazy person?!” I yelled back,
“GOD DAMN IT, CECILIA!” he slammed his fist on the dresser so hard everything shook and I’m surprised it didn’t break
“I don’t need this. I do not need this.” I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door, mike chased after me
“Wait! I’M SORRY BABE! Come back in here.” He stood in his doorway in the rain.
“Go to hell! I hope you get struck by lightening you idiot!” I got in my car and went straight home, took out the ice cream and finished it while watching netfix. I ignored my phone and just let everyone calm down.
After thanking Sam and the boys for bringing me ice cream Mike called. I had asked what he wanted but he just wouldn’t say anything but
“Please just come over right now.” So I stupidly went and ended up in bed with the man I hated.
“I hate you” I mumbled as he handed me a cigarette and I lit it
“Thank you.” he said
“Anytime?”
“No, for what you did today. You could’ve ratted me out and you didn’t.”
“Unpredictable.” I exhaled into the air
“I saw so scared I-“
“I know. I saw you, you don’t have to tell me.” We sat there in silence for a minute, then I finally got up, put the cigarette in the ashtray
“I cant do this anymore.” I said
“Do what?” He asked confused
“This. I’m leaving.” I said as I started putting back on my clothes
“Please don’t.” he begged
“Then tell me she’s gone, tell me you love me and mean it, tell me that I’m not just your side chick and that you want to be with me forever...which by the way, thanks for the booty call. Much appreciated, jerk.”
“This wasn’t a booty call, stop freaking out.” He put the ashtray on the dresser
“Why? You’re not gonna do anything, just like you don’t do anything with that moron you call a girlfriend!” Anger just raced through my body.
“Stop bringing her up!” he yelled
“Should I just make believe she doesn’t exist? Should I live in a damn fantasy world where there are unicorns and rainbows and everyone gets along? Like I’m some type of certifiable crazy person?!” I yelled back,
“GOD DAMN IT, CECILIA!” he slammed his fist on the dresser so hard everything shook and I’m surprised it didn’t break
“I don’t need this. I do not need this.” I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door, mike chased after me
“Wait! I’M SORRY BABE! Come back in here.” He stood in his doorway in the rain.
“Go to hell! I hope you get struck by lightening you idiot!” I got in my car and went straight home, took out the ice cream and finished it while watching netfix. I ignored my phone and just let everyone calm down.
Sometimes I just want to make out with him, but when I get the chance I get too scared to do anything.
