Quotes added on Wednesday, July 9 2014
When I was younger...
Between
ages 12 and 15, I
was really unhappy.
And I was convinced it would always be that way.
1. I was struggling with depression.
2. My relationship with my parents was toxic.
3. I was self-harming in various ways.
4. I was starving myself for days at a time.
5. I was dealing with a lot of anger issues.
6. Once, I tried to kill myself.
7. I and stopped trying with school.
8. I lied compulsively.
9. I felt like I had no real friends.
10. I used the internet as an escape.
11. I genuinely felt like I hated myself.
12. I gave up on my faith.
13. I made myself throw up meals.
14. I almost ran away from home.
15. I stopped talking to my family.
I seriously thought it would always be like that. There was no light at the end
of the tunnel. No amazing friend or soulmate to pull me through it. No counselling,
no therapy, no support. Nobody knew the full story. They were the hardest four years of my life.
But you know what?
I'm seventeen now. And I very rarely think of that time at all. When I do think
of it, I can only remember the good things, things that I couldn't see were so important:
holidays I loved; memories with my little brother; talking online with my best friend;
obsessing over the weather and drawing a billion charts for no reason at all. The depression,
the pain, the darkness -- that's all really fuzzy. It's kind of like a dream, and if I hadn't gone
through it myself, I wouldn't look at who I am now and believe that it really happened.
Because not one thing on that list applies to me anymore. I'm happy. I love my family more
than anything. I have hobbies I obsess over, friends I would take a bullet for. I'm completely
happy with how I look and the fact that I'm overweight (secretely because my younger
siblings say it makes me really comfortable to sleep on during long car journeys).
The point is... I went through that. I thought it would never stop being like that,
but it did, and I did get better, and now I'm really happy with who I am and where I am.
I got better. It ended. So I hope anyone who's reading this right now (for whatever reason)
understands that if they're going through what feels like hell, and they can't see the way out:
It doesn't last forever, you'll get through this,
& you will be okay. ♥
And I was convinced it would always be that way.
1. I was struggling with depression.
2. My relationship with my parents was toxic.
3. I was self-harming in various ways.
4. I was starving myself for days at a time.
5. I was dealing with a lot of anger issues.
6. Once, I tried to kill myself.
7. I and stopped trying with school.
8. I lied compulsively.
9. I felt like I had no real friends.
10. I used the internet as an escape.
11. I genuinely felt like I hated myself.
12. I gave up on my faith.
13. I made myself throw up meals.
14. I almost ran away from home.
15. I stopped talking to my family.
I seriously thought it would always be like that. There was no light at the end
of the tunnel. No amazing friend or soulmate to pull me through it. No counselling,
no therapy, no support. Nobody knew the full story. They were the hardest four years of my life.
But you know what?
I'm seventeen now. And I very rarely think of that time at all. When I do think
of it, I can only remember the good things, things that I couldn't see were so important:
holidays I loved; memories with my little brother; talking online with my best friend;
obsessing over the weather and drawing a billion charts for no reason at all. The depression,
the pain, the darkness -- that's all really fuzzy. It's kind of like a dream, and if I hadn't gone
through it myself, I wouldn't look at who I am now and believe that it really happened.
Because not one thing on that list applies to me anymore. I'm happy. I love my family more
than anything. I have hobbies I obsess over, friends I would take a bullet for. I'm completely
happy with how I look and the fact that I'm overweight (secretely because my younger
siblings say it makes me really comfortable to sleep on during long car journeys).
The point is... I went through that. I thought it would never stop being like that,
but it did, and I did get better, and now I'm really happy with who I am and where I am.
I got better. It ended. So I hope anyone who's reading this right now (for whatever reason)
understands that if they're going through what feels like hell, and they can't see the way out:
It doesn't last forever, you'll get through this,
& you will be okay. ♥
(I think this is the most personal quote
I've ever written. I hope it helps
someone.)
When I see this, I say
MINE!
✔Play this
game
How about you?
How about you?
(I havent got a name for this yet,
oops)
They're back.
The beings that crave the blood of mankind.
Gripping the tiny fragile bodies in there gigantic hands, treating them as though a child's toy. Nothing will ever be the same again.
I heard loud cries for help from all over the town. I gazed across the horizon, titans towered over the houses and buildings which were once thought to be huge but now all look quite small.
Adults and children were all scooped up in handfuls, no matter the size for they where all just seen as food. Their screams of terror made no difference to a titan, they didn't care if they kicked and screamed, a human would be no more than an easy snack. Although just one isn't enough, sometimes one town isn't even enough. As the beings ate, biting into bodies of their victims, their blood fell like rain over the pathways and people below.
You can't help but wonder about what must be going through the minds of these people, it started as a day like any other, waking up with your family around you, doing washing, cooking meals, telling stories, at no point did they even consider this would happen, not once did they stop to think their lives could be gone in a matter of hours. Would they be scared? Stupid question, of course they would be scared, this is the end of them. This is the last time they're going to see the light of day.
What would there last thoughts be? Would they be thinking back to a time when everything was good. When the sun still shone high in the sky and the birds still sang, or maybe, just maybe they where pleased about this? It's a ghastly thought I know, but you never truly know what's going through someone's mind.
It's odd to think how this once used to be an extremely busy yet peaceful little town, now they've taken over everything, killing everyone in the way of their destructive path. That's the thing about a titan, they will take down anything in their way, titans are compelled to seek out and devour humans for reasons unknown, as they do not derive any real sustenance from them, they did not taste human flesh for nearly a century after they where first discovered. The most dangerous part of the Titans is their unpredictability.
But what about me, I hear you ask?
You have no need to worry, for I will not be harmed by these beings.
I slowly crouch down to the pathetic little humans, gripping them and pulling them into the air before dropping them one by one into my mouth, Spraying the town red with blood.
Like I said before, the most dangerous part of the Titans is their unpredictability...
They're back.
The beings that crave the blood of mankind.
Gripping the tiny fragile bodies in there gigantic hands, treating them as though a child's toy. Nothing will ever be the same again.
I heard loud cries for help from all over the town. I gazed across the horizon, titans towered over the houses and buildings which were once thought to be huge but now all look quite small.
Adults and children were all scooped up in handfuls, no matter the size for they where all just seen as food. Their screams of terror made no difference to a titan, they didn't care if they kicked and screamed, a human would be no more than an easy snack. Although just one isn't enough, sometimes one town isn't even enough. As the beings ate, biting into bodies of their victims, their blood fell like rain over the pathways and people below.
You can't help but wonder about what must be going through the minds of these people, it started as a day like any other, waking up with your family around you, doing washing, cooking meals, telling stories, at no point did they even consider this would happen, not once did they stop to think their lives could be gone in a matter of hours. Would they be scared? Stupid question, of course they would be scared, this is the end of them. This is the last time they're going to see the light of day.
What would there last thoughts be? Would they be thinking back to a time when everything was good. When the sun still shone high in the sky and the birds still sang, or maybe, just maybe they where pleased about this? It's a ghastly thought I know, but you never truly know what's going through someone's mind.
It's odd to think how this once used to be an extremely busy yet peaceful little town, now they've taken over everything, killing everyone in the way of their destructive path. That's the thing about a titan, they will take down anything in their way, titans are compelled to seek out and devour humans for reasons unknown, as they do not derive any real sustenance from them, they did not taste human flesh for nearly a century after they where first discovered. The most dangerous part of the Titans is their unpredictability.
But what about me, I hear you ask?
You have no need to worry, for I will not be harmed by these beings.
I slowly crouch down to the pathetic little humans, gripping them and pulling them into the air before dropping them one by one into my mouth, Spraying the town red with blood.
Like I said before, the most dangerous part of the Titans is their unpredictability...
We all have that
MOMENT,
that you have to cry
but you don't
know why
MOMENT,
that you have to cry
but you don't
know why
I took me some seconds to get this XD
