I was getting out of
bed, when I looked
up and saw that my gecko died. I don't know
why she died. she hasn't been eating lately,
and has been acting weird, but she was
shedding and that always happens when
she sheds. she's not all that old, so it's not
that. I feel like s.hit. like, maybe I did forget
to feed her and thought I did? my sleeping
is all kinds of f.ucked, so it's easy to lose
track of days (but there was still food in
her bowl, so idk.) this is seriously so hard
to deal with. and that probably sounds
stupid since a lot of people don't see the
appeal to reptiles. but she was the last
thing I got from my gram, and she was
f.ucking rad, man.