Quotes added on Monday, October 6 2014
This is
to my ex boyfriend, Mikey.
I want to let you know how sorry I actually am for hurtng you and
making you believe our relationship was a game, it was never a
game to me. You were the first boy I have every truly loved. And I
promise you that. I'm sorry that after a year and three months of never
doing anything, or going anywhere, and always doing sexual things,
that I lost interest in you and stopped loving you. People say that if
it's true love, it never fades away, but I'm not sure if that's true. I wish
I could love you, I wish I could love you so badly but I just can't.
On another note, I'm glad that I don't love you any longer because after
we broke up, you went after my old best friend who brought hell to my life
when I was with you, and that caused you to despise her for hurting the one
you love. But obviously you're the only who didn't love me. I read a saved
message in my phone from many moons ago, it said: I love you, and I have
known ever since we sat akwardly in that room together. And I will love you
until my last breath. I wish that would stop playing in my mind like a skipping
disk, but it won't. I wish that I could text you, but I don't even think I want to do
that because my whole family is so angry with you. As am I. But I forgive everyone
rehardless of what they have done to me.
You've hurt me, by dating her. But I did let you know that it wouldn't last very long because
she was just using you to get back at me because she thought I slept with her ex,
which I did not do, but that's the only reason why she dated you.
I think I will just cry my whole entire day away.
I want to let you know how sorry I actually am for hurtng you and
making you believe our relationship was a game, it was never a
game to me. You were the first boy I have every truly loved. And I
promise you that. I'm sorry that after a year and three months of never
doing anything, or going anywhere, and always doing sexual things,
that I lost interest in you and stopped loving you. People say that if
it's true love, it never fades away, but I'm not sure if that's true. I wish
I could love you, I wish I could love you so badly but I just can't.
On another note, I'm glad that I don't love you any longer because after
we broke up, you went after my old best friend who brought hell to my life
when I was with you, and that caused you to despise her for hurting the one
you love. But obviously you're the only who didn't love me. I read a saved
message in my phone from many moons ago, it said: I love you, and I have
known ever since we sat akwardly in that room together. And I will love you
until my last breath. I wish that would stop playing in my mind like a skipping
disk, but it won't. I wish that I could text you, but I don't even think I want to do
that because my whole family is so angry with you. As am I. But I forgive everyone
rehardless of what they have done to me.
You've hurt me, by dating her. But I did let you know that it wouldn't last very long because
she was just using you to get back at me because she thought I slept with her ex,
which I did not do, but that's the only reason why she dated you.
I think I will just cry my whole entire day away.
s u c k m y
a s s
This will be one more little earthquake. But whatever There are
too many fault lines to count now.
Heartbreak is my home.
*At the store*
Cashier: "Would you like your sprite in the bag?"
Dad: "Sure."
Cashier: "Would you like your candy in the bag?"
Dad: *Fake Smiles* "No, I will take it."
Cashier: "Would you like your gallons in the bag?"
Dad: *Stares*
Cashier: "Would you like the watermelon in a bag?"
Dad: *Stomps foot.*
Cashier: "Would you like..."
Dad: "JUST PUT EVERYTHING IN A D@MN BAG!!"
Cashier: "Would you like your reciept in the bag?"
Cashier: "Would you like your sprite in the bag?"
Dad: "Sure."
Cashier: "Would you like your candy in the bag?"
Dad: *Fake Smiles* "No, I will take it."
Cashier: "Would you like your gallons in the bag?"
Dad: *Stares*
Cashier: "Would you like the watermelon in a bag?"
Dad: *Stomps foot.*
Cashier: "Would you like..."
Dad: "JUST PUT EVERYTHING IN A D@MN BAG!!"
Cashier: "Would you like your reciept in the bag?"
Dear little artist
you envision this perfect little world
where you are the flower of everyone's eye
where you are beautiful
and the boy you like knows you exist
little artist please wake up
before the ink in your pens taint you
please realize you are already perfect the way you are
please stop ocding over your art
sincerely loveless
you envision this perfect little world
where you are the flower of everyone's eye
where you are beautiful
and the boy you like knows you exist
little artist please wake up
before the ink in your pens taint you
please realize you are already perfect the way you are
please stop ocding over your art
sincerely loveless
I am so sick of being mentally taken by someone who
doesn't even know I exist
When I was seventeen, my life changed forever.
I know that there are people who wonder about me when say
this.
