I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't
real
But pain really hurts and its really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the
tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly
disappears
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my
hand
You said you would never let go, that is what I don't
understand
So many promises you made, and more of them broken
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can't find my way
I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only
that
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come
back
Back to you, back to pain
Nothing has changed your still the same
I can not start over because I don't know where to
start
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your
heart
If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow
you
Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me
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