Quotes added on Sunday, January 18 2015
in the back of my mind
and I herded all of my
thoughts of you into it.
They sat obediantly,
teeth and claws in check,
watchful.
So long as I fed them--
acknowledged them every
once in a while.
But somehow, one day,
I forgot they were there
in the dead silence where
I thought I was alone.
So they tore the box to shreds,
and did the same with my heart.
To the one who loves her next,
She’s terrified of spiders. So when you’re out late
with friends
and she texts you freaking out because there’s one on
her
window, please go kill it. She won’t sleep otherwise.
She is a total textbook introvert. She won’t reply for
hours and
sometimes you won’t see her for a week. You will take
this
personally. Don’t. She’s simply taking care of
herself and she’ll
tell you how much she missed you while she was away.
She’ll get very jealous. My god, she gets so jealous.
Those
brown eyes will turn a deep green. She hates that about
herself,
and she doesn’t mean to do it. Remember, she loves you.
Reassure her that you love her too.
On that topic, she needs constant reassurance. Tell her you
love
her and mean it. If you can’t do that, leave. She deserves
more
than that.
There will be nights when she goes out and drinks a little too
much.
She’ll call you to bring her home. When you do,
she’ll try to keep
you up all night by tickling you and repeating “I love you
and I’m
sorry I’m annoying.” She’s not annoying. But
make sure she has
plenty of water and don’t let her pass out until she drinks
it, or she
will be miserable in the morning.
She is the most independent woman I know. But she’s so
insecure,
it still breaks my heart. So when she starts an argument with
“you
don’t love me.” Do not get upset. Remind her you do
and the reasons
why. She’ll come around.
The cat comes first. Always. Don’t ever think otherwise.
Make her tea and remember the way she takes her coffee. She will notice.
When she’s having an anxiety attack, wrap her up in your
arms and rub
her back. Tell her she’s safe and remind her that she has
medication if
she needs it.
If you cannot treat her like royalty, let someone else. That
girl
deserves the world.
Losing her is a pain you will never shake. Your world will come
crashing
down on you and those pieces won’t ever fit the way they
used to. Don’t
let her go.
She will love you with all she’s got. Please give her the
same.
I am begging you to not hurt her. She is golden. Don’t let
that shine die out.
Give her your all and she’ll return the favor. You will never have to ask the universe for anything ever again.
"— (via addisonsmontgomery)
when van gogh was out
painting in a field some
kids shot him by mistake
while they were playing
with their dad’s shotgun
but he told everyone he
shot himself so they wouldn’t
get in trouble and then
he DIED and for a long time
everyone thought it was
suicide but it wasn’t a
suicide he was just
trying to help the kids
that’s the saddest thing
in the world im gonna throw up
Allan went into the kitchen to take the steak out of the grill and place it with the roses on the roses. Steak is Adriana favorite dinner, extra spice and veggies on the side. Since it was their dinner he wanted to make it right for her. Nothing could go wrong he thought, he imagined the way she laughed while they talked and how much she'll touch his hand like she always did and how much she had let go even though she didnt want too. Allan put on his red collar shirt and a pair of pants. He didnt want to dress too dressy or stay at home clothes. He wanted it to be special.
When he was done it looked pretty decend. The roses on a good place the table was clean with the chairs everything fit and it made him smile.
Adriana , you going to smile just wait and see.
As Adriana was getting ready to put on her best outfit she got yesterday, pink follower dress and her chestnut hair in a tight bun and a little touch of make up. She smiled as she looked at herself in the mirror. The day is finally here, she thought. After this dinner she is going to wait a couple of months before she could wait for Allan to ask her to marry her. Even though her mother, Emily didnt like Allan , Emily thought Adriana should date a real guy. Allan was too softy he wasnt going to be here for long. even though she didnt tell that too Adriana personally put she is going to have too. The four years they been together is going to end. Today, Now.
"Adriana you have a minute?" Emily saw Adriana looking pretty as ever.
"Yes mom , look at my dress Allan is going to love it."
"Adriana, honey, As you know im the Mayor and I personally know Allan and i dont think its good for you to date anymore, the kid doesnt wanna go to college what kind of man is that" Emily laughed as she was saying her statement.
"What ! mom no, I love Allan even if he dont want to go to college." as Adriana pushed Emily away.
Emily didnt want this to happen , but her anger grew harder , "As your mother im suppose to tell you what is right and the right thing is too leave him you hear me, you dont want too then im going to have to take the solider to take you and i will , and yes i will let them take you , you hear me?"Emily storm and closed the door harder.
The door noises echoed in Adriana head. Before she knew it tears began to run down her face.
Shes late, Allan thought before he finished his thought a car pulled over. it was Adriana.
Adriana came running out of the car and crying. Allan rush toward her and whiped the tears off. Seeing her cry made him cry. He didnt understand why.
"Whats wrong?" He asked after letting them sit down on the porch.
"My mom ... Allan.. we cant be together." she finally said. it took awhile and she looked up at Allan and she could see that he was hurt. but she continued , "The soliders will take me and you know what that means , i could end up killed or something."
Allan stroke her hair , it felt good to Adriana and he knew it.
"Its okay." He said, it wasnt ok. Adriana is going to be gone after this forever.
Why end it here when they have a big journey ahead of them. Why? he thought.
"come and lets it.."
".... for the last time."
Hello, this is my current story and yes i will finish it, Please comment'
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