It's hard to tell people what you're goign through and
hwo you're feeling deep down. Cause truth be told in this
life TRUST is a hard thing these days...you just never know who
can trust and opne up to. Sadly in this moment of life, that
person is me...I told my feelings to a girl at work ans she went
and told this other girl and now all she does is bring up things
in the past and doesn't even have a slight thought of what
I'm constantly going through. Everyday when I'm left to
do the late shift at work, I happent to cry to myself cause I
struggle to deal with my own problems and just can't even
think straight. I'm constantly overthinking about everything
and it just hurts my head sooo much! I've spoken to my doctor
ans she diagnosed me with something that I can't even get the
words out say cause it's too much. I hate feeling like this.
I wish I could think more positive and be more happy but honestly
its a struggle, it really is. My job is to support women who are
affected by domestic violence and everyday I listen to their
stories it depresses me it really does.
I appreciate eveything I have but sometimes all I need is to
getaway and have some space to myself. 99.9% of most of my
problems are related to my job! I feel broken inside and like i
have no choice or control over my life,
I don't know where this quote is going, I dont think it even
makes sense.