Before, I used to feel
butterflies for you.
Now, I feel something else
in my stomach,
like the
butterflies have escaped.
like there is emptiness.
like there
is isloation.
Before, I used to feel like
a peice of me is
missing when I was without you,
and I do still feel that,
only now there is
chaos.
There is a literal hole In my abdomen,
This is not normal...
stop being useless, call 911.