Quotes added on Thursday, February 12 2015

the cat poses as a devil heaven above hell below and the world between but where do i go.i ask my self as i stand in the mirror and watch as the blood drips "drip,drip,drip" the tears in my eyes stream down my cheeks as i feel the blood draining from my wrists forming a warm pool or red at my feet as the tide rises i look in the mirror and my face turns pale with disgust of the thing i've become i shake as the demons leave my body sending shivers up my spine and as i draw my last breath my memory slipps into a coma like sleep leaveing me to walk the halls of your house for all of eternity wondering where to go my death is like a sick dream in which you cant wake up from and your reality is my never ending nightmare 
love your life its the only one you get
so live it right 
never be afraid to be yourself
laugh at the funny parts
cry at the sad
and through it all always get up when you fall 
cuz lifes a beach but in the end its all we got
so live life to the fullest
and you can always look forward 
to a brighter new future
My screams rip and tear me apart. My pain a knife through my blasted pumping heart. He reassures me, my pain will be worth the life ill have. He stops me before into my veins with a razor I stab. When the kids at school have been unusually cruel, hes there to help me heal. Hes here to help when my own thoughts make my head reel. When darkness consumes me hes here to talk. I was ripped into the real world with a great shock. And it scarred me for life. My hands used to shake till I was holding a knife. I was terrified of love to me love only brought more pain. My fear built a wall, all in vain. He is the one I trust. And so all that matters is his happiness so I will do what I must. I don't care if im all alone. I dont care if he answers the phone. Just as long as he is not. As long as he loves with all that hes got.
 
im trying to contain every ounce of sorrow but my heart has no room. so i bleed out and there is no relief yet the blood still comes it flows out now dripping in little puddles all around me whereever i go i leave a stain of myself behind so nobody ever forgets who i am they always have a reminder a permanent spot on there brain. in there hearts they bleed too but im the only to bleed out. slow breaths in hold it.breathe out now push the air from your lungs feel them collapse as the air leaves and expand as the smoke enters it yet again the cycle continues. its violent it pains me to see to hear to feel the drip drip drip of the iv in my arm i wish to pull it out and flee this sick place but theres no leaveing when your horrible place is just the inside of your brain telling you its giveing up its dying im killing off every emotion every feeling i ever felt for you. your the pain that stabbs into my chest your the sickness in me and there is no cure your the cancer to my chemo theres no fixing it the damage is done you cant tell the moon not to rise as the sun fades just as you cant take back the hurt you have planted in my heart theres so much is seeping out im leaving pain its oozing out theres nothingi can do nothing you can say you cant take back yesterday 

I must be made of nothing to feel so much nothing.
I made it through her,
I watched him fall in love, I saw him fall apart, and fall in love again,
I made it through him even though he crushed my world,
I fell so deeply so hard for her to turn me down. 
And here I am. 
Waiting. 
Still. 
Beacause all stories have happy endings right?
I made it through her,
I watched him fall in love, I saw him fall apart, and fall in love again,
I made it through him even though he crushed my world,
I fell so deeply so hard for her to turn me down. 
And here I am. 
Waiting. 
Still. 
Beacause all stories have happy endings right?
One Direction Update
2/11/15 10:00 PM EST
Hello, everyone! Katie here!

Today (technically yesterday) the boys had a show in Brisbane, Australia. Their next show will be on Saturday in Melbourne, so they have a few days off.

Links
Harry in Brisbane: http://38.media.tumblr.com/d7f3f1955ff4327d45136b0fde01fade/tumblr_njm6zwOh0Y1t8e8poo1_500.gif
Harry again: http://41.media.tumblr.com/e5709d9b6fc1a58ca155471aba8a8474/tumblr_njmj5pPvPc1rnntmfo1_500.png


 
I made it through her,
I watched him fall in love, I saw him fall apart, and fall in love again,
I made it through him even though he crushed my world,
I fell so deeply so hard for her to turn me down. 
And here I am. 
Waiting. 
Still. 
Beacause all stories have happy endings right?
Like a feather in the air, like a leaf in the sea, I surrender to Thee, I surrender to Thee.-RVM
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