So, recently, I went through a terrible break up. It was
the first of my four relationships that I actually cried.
It's a horrible feeling to know that the man who called you
the love of his life two days ago, wants nothing to with you
today. I used to think, "This is it. I'm going to marry
youi someday." But that was just crazy. How could a 16 year
old girl know anything at all about true love? It was crazy to
think that he really did love me. I'm sorry if you think that
I am just asking for attention on here, but it's so much more
complicated than that. What I really want is just to write. Write
my feelings, my inspiration, my thoughts. I can't do it
anywhere else because of family and friends that i know in
person. All they would want is for me to tell them about it, talk
to them. I can't do that. I just want to write. It's so
much easier to do when there are people around who will listen
and care and understand rather than just tell me that I'm
xcarzy and stupid for thinking the way I do.
Thanks everyone. I know a lot of you don't know me, and a lot
may not even care at all, but even just knowing some people are
out there is good enough for now.