yesterday was a really awful day at school.
there were twice as many people. a kid stole my
assigned seat and I had to awkwardly sit next to
him. and there were no seats at lunch. 5th period
sucked; a girl passed around her phone showing
off n.udes of other girls she recieved. another girl
kept chanting about how much she loves b.oobs,
but more mature language. we aren't allowed to
wear moonshine apparel but it's okay to pass
around nudes? the girls were under 18 so it's
legally child p.orn. I was so close to just walking
out. but I didn't. I stayed and waited til lunch. and
then I waited 20 minutes, standing against the
lunchroom walls, waiting to talk to the principal.
she said I could leave if I called my mom, and I
went to go call my mom, but the secretary was so
rude. like she was all "you realize that leaving will
count as an absent?" and I was there for over half
the day, so that was bull. I told her I didn't care,
and then she was like "you realize if you have
enough absents, you will get kicked out?" with
even more attitude. like, please kick me out. save
me the embarrassment of dropping out AGAIN.
I cried on my way to my car, tbh.
like, it wasn't just all of that. no matter how bad 5th
period was, 8th is always worse. people throw stuff
at me. the teacher doesn't teach. and she doesn't do
anything about everyone else. it's crap. so it was a
combination of everything, and then anxiety of my