You want me to be a tragic backdrop so that you can appear to be
illuminated, so that people can say ‘Wow, isn’t he so
terribly brave to love a girl who is so obviously sad?’ You
think I’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star?
I’ll swallow you whole.
I made my live sad yesterday. I told him that I have been
falling back to bad habits. I've been falling back to not eating to
not wanting food. I know it hurts him and I don't like it. I just
wish I could fix it.
make homes out of human beings someone should have already told
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.