Im only 16 .
Already ive had 10 suicide attemps
in less than a year,
I've cut so deep i have scars,
I've been used by guys,
I've been cheated on ,
The thought of stepping
outside the door is sometime
more than i can handle,
Sure i'm fine.
Dwelling
on how many
followers you may have on social media sites
or how many likes or
comments you receive on a picture may seem like
the most important
thing to some people, but it is not going
to get you very far in life. It is nice
to have people
notice you, but at the
end of the day, your
followers do not really know you and only see one side of you as a
person....
So I pour my soul into something shallow. Turn a
blind eye and let it overflow. Until it's
splattered all around the pavement, and has begun to
seep through a gutter. You slip on a scowl and shake
your head. You're judging me as you turn the other
cheek, and instead of learning from my mistake, you
pour your time into something that isn't worth while.
You're no better than I am.