I've been
having a bad few weeks, s u r e . I've been
feeling down. Isolated. Lonely, but too crowded, and trapped,
but lost at the same time. But I did think that I was okay.
And then it takes one tiny thing like reading about your
favourite character getting cancer and you're suddenly
set off and crying for ten minutes straight, like those awful
gulping sobs and you sound like you're panting but
laughing but crying so hard. And everything
is s o w r o n g , how could it
ever be right again?